Jeff's Journal

Breakfast with Lisa this morning very enjoyable. Church picnic this evening, also very enjoyable. I know that already. Sara will be there. Brief chat with Anita this morning. Couldn't chat long she was working overtime. Said she'd try to call me tonight. She's a sweetheart. Everything going well... Sign in to see full entry.

It was 38 years ago today that Mom married Chuck and we moved to Columbia. I never left except to go to college. Funny how things that happen as a kid that you had no control over affect you decades later. Mom did ask me if she thought she should marry Chuck. I said yes even though I really thought... Sign in to see full entry.

pretty good session with my therapist today. I don't really feel like I need counseling all that much right now, but I like going every couple of weeks. Sort of making me feel secure like there's someone there to catch me if I fall. no word from the temp agency yet but it's only been a couple of... Sign in to see full entry.

I think I'm just going to go into full fledged job hunt mode. I just can't wait any longer for social security and I've got enough money to last about a month. Mom will help if I really need it but I want that to be a last resort. There's stuff I want to do, ball games the nudist camp that I just... Sign in to see full entry.

I signed up for a temp agency. It makes me feel better to do something about my situation rather than just sit there and wait for a decision from social security. Tomorrow I plan to start looking into getting my old job back. It would probably be more than I could handle. But if it is, it increases... Sign in to see full entry.

Women women everywhere. It was great getting to know Brenda better last night. What a story she has, arthritis, diabetes, double lung transplant. What courage. On then of course there was Sara in church this morning. She's a doll. Sign in to see full entry.

Had a good time at the singles picnic last night. That Joy is a joy. Too bad she has to spend so much time caring for her disabled son. Spending more time with Melanie lately. We're not officially dating but it sort of feels like we are. Sign in to see full entry.

Gosh I'm slipping. The Excalibur's offices have been open for almost two hours now and I've only called three times. I'd better get it together. I'm thinking about maybe trying to go back to my state job if I don't get my social security. I probably wouldn't be able to handle it. But I'm told if you... Sign in to see full entry.

Writing class was great last night I'm so glad I signed up for it. Great people. The managers at the Excalibur have been avoiding my calls, Maybe they think that will stop me. It won't. Sign in to see full entry.

Nats game was great last night, they came from 6-1 behind to win 8-6. A good game to go to. Increasing my phone calls to the excalibur. It's been fun but I think it's about time to wrap it up. If it takes awhile longer though that's okay. It sounds like it is going to take awhile longer. They say... Sign in to see full entry.