Not 100 percent and sweetheart Yvonne
Feeling pretty good today not 100 percent though. Church was great as usual. Gotta spend some more time with Yvonne. She's a sweetheart. Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, April 15, 2012
Saturday, April 14, 2012
LOts of sleep and nice dinner
feeling pretty good after a nap this afternoon i may have to accept that if i want to feel well i'll have to sleep alot. there are certainly worse things to have to deal with. nice dinner with Lisa tonight. I care for her too much too break up with her but not enough to make a comittment Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, April 13, 2012
Broken computer and good time at ski club
been feeling a little better. Finally got my computer fixed after 5 days. Verizon had better give me a nice credit or they are going to lose a customer. Not only was I without the internet for 5 days I spent hours and hours on the phone with both Verizon and Hewlett Packard trying to get it fixed.... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Feeling Better, writing greeting cards and church
Feeling pretty durn good. I think the increase in the prozac has kicked in. I feel like myself for the first time in a while. went to Pathways tonight since it's spring break. Great to see everyone there again. I can't wait to go back next month after my class ends. feeling pretty durn good, best... Sign in to see full entry.
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Thursday, March 29, 2012
allergies?
feeling kind of crummy. I'm wondering if maybe I have allergies. Looking back my depression has often seemed worse in the spring and fall. Gotta check that out. Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, March 26, 2012
Depression not Diabetes and interesting class
It's the same pattern as the last 20 years. Almost every time I get sick for 5 days, no more no less. Today is day 5 and I'm almost well. Very strange. I see Dr. Zhang tomorrow, I'll have to convince her that it's the depression, not the diabetes that's making me sick. I know that because I've been... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
trusting doctors
it looks like the worst is over. i'm not well but i'm better. i think i'll start following my drs instructions more closely. i don't always do that because i know doctors can be wrong but i haven't been haven't been doing well so maybe i need to trust the doctors a little more. Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, March 24, 2012
still lousy
feeling a little better but still lousy. sigh. i dont know what to do. Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, March 23, 2012
feeling really crappy
i feel crappy. almost went to the hospital. moved my appointment with dr zhang up to tuesday. i have no idea anymore why i feel bad and why i feel good Sign in to see full entry.