Jeff's Journal

I feel pretty durn good this evening. Slept off and on until 3:30, now I feel the best I've felt in weeks. I guess maybe the prozac is kicking in. Nice weather helps too. I thought Stephanie from my class was too young for me but I found out she has two teenage children so I guess not. Definite... Sign in to see full entry.

I feel pretty crappy. I think once the prozac has more time to kick in, I'll be better but for now, I feel crappy. Brought up the thing about the pledge program at the church meeting today. Our church believes that we have unlimited abundance. So if we have unlimited abundance we shouldn't need a... Sign in to see full entry.

Not a good day. Slept all day. I think the rain affected me. I'm having a conflict with my conflict resolution instructor. He gave me a c on my first assignment when it would have otherwise gotten an A. I turned it in late due to my health and used the wrong font. I'm paying him, he should be... Sign in to see full entry.

Went to two "clothing optional" activities this weekend, bowling and swimming. Great fun. Still struggling a bit with my health, mostly sleep related. Can't sleep at night so I sleep in the daytime or I sleep at night and still sleep in the day. Still behind in school. Got a meeting with Ronni the... Sign in to see full entry.

I managed to make it to school have acupuncture and get some studying done but I still feel lousy. Going to see Dr. Zhang this evening hopefully she'll be able to adjust my medicine. I'm just so TIRED all the time. All I want to do is SLEEP. I'm coming for full body acupuncture tomorrow, maybe that... Sign in to see full entry.

Didn't get my assignment done. Can't beat myself up over it, it's just been a bad week. I think they have to give me extra time for assignments it's part of the Americans with Disabilities Act. Ski club tonight after class. If I can get my social life geared up, that will help my depression. Weather... Sign in to see full entry.

I feel crappy. All I want to do is sleep. I see Dr Zhang Tuesday I think if she prescribes me that stimulant again, I'll take it. I had been thinking I'd rather sleep a lot than take more medicine but I've changed my mind. It's been like I don't even have a life lately. I did make it to the casino... Sign in to see full entry.

I still feel kind of crappy but a little better I guess stayed home all day but made it to class this evening. I enjoyed it even though I wasn't feeling well so I guess that's a good sign Sign in to see full entry.

not feeling too well today. Stayed home to get some stuff done. got some laundry done but not much else. Sign in to see full entry.

Conflict Resolution class is great, I truly think that's going to be my next career. (Either that or writer or comedian or...) Pretty good session with my therapist today. It's the only chance I get to talk about myself for 45 minutes. The money I spent in Vegas plus the fact that Monica hasn't been... Sign in to see full entry.