Jeff's Journal

Getting to the library later than I planned but that's okay. No point in rushing around on a Saturday. No point in rushing around any day for that matter. I'm beginning to feel that I'm right on the verge of a new career, although I don't know what it is. I've been dissatisfied with the money at... Sign in to see full entry.

Haven't been very productive today. I think I might be coming down with something, but I'll probably fight it off, I usually do. I suppose it evens out, yesterday I was very productive so I shouldn't feel too bad. Actually it was Wednesday that I was really productive, yesterday I spent half the day... Sign in to see full entry.

I did it. Made an appointment to see a shrink. It feels good to have done it. I feel like I'm thiiiiiiiiis close to getting my thinking straight as far as money goes and I think the therapy might put me over the hump. The cool thing is the appointment is for 5:30 Saturday after next. I usually spend... Sign in to see full entry.

It's been a relaxing holiday. Went to the gym, made a few phone calls but mainly took it easy. I called to see if I could get a referral for a shrink, but I guess they were closed for the holiday. I left a message. I feel like I'm close to a real breakthrough moneywise, a therapist might help me get... Sign in to see full entry.

It's been a lazy day. Slept later than I planned and I've been moving slowly all day. It's okay. It's restful and I need that sometimes. On the surface it doesn't seem to be very productive but sometimes just taking it easy is the most productive thing to do. Being constantly on the go is not... Sign in to see full entry.

For some reason I've been worried about having a car accident lately. No reason to think I will but for some strange reason my mind needed something to worry about. I think those two flat tires I had this week were connected to my worrying about an accident. I got the flat tires instead of the... Sign in to see full entry.

That was frustrating. Just did my taxes online, I think. The computer wasn't cooperating too well. Never did take the credit card information to pay my state taxes even though I tried two credit cards and did each one a few times. Don't have a check with me and don't have my routing number memorized... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm kinda sorta more or less over the flu now. Wiped out five days of my life. At least I got my money's worth out of the cable this week. I'm thinking of sort of starting over with the greeting card writing. I was pretty well organized for awhile there but it kind of fell apart when I moved. I... Sign in to see full entry.

I had planned to return to work today but my body said otherwise, so the whole week was wiped out. I'm supposed to have a Drs slip if I'm out a whole week but I couldn't get an appt until Tuesday. So I'll check with Ms M on Monday, I imagine she'll tell me not to bother, if she doesn't I'll have to... Sign in to see full entry.

I made it out of the house finally. That flu really knocked the life outta me could barely get out of bed Monday and Tuesday. Now that I'm kinda sorta back on my feet I have to figure whether I'm up for class tonight and work tomorrow. I've done overstayed my sick leave so I guess they'll take it... Sign in to see full entry.