Time is Change

Christ like Refreshing Influencing Sweet Timely Intriguing Nice Encouraging 4/4/08 cmh Sign in to see full entry.

Heaven sent medicines Excellent flavor Rare medicinal qualities Best seasonings Soothing comfort 4/4/08 cmh Sign in to see full entry.

I have a romantic candlelight dinner ready for my woman to arrive. Prepared with deep love I cook my darlings favorite meal or at least one of her most favorite meals. The scent of the meal mixed with the candles and the subtle love songs playing in the background makes for a very soothing... Sign in to see full entry.

Many years have gone by but, none is worse than the one I am in. Many years have gone by where I took advantage of the conveniences of having my parents and home. Many years will go by where I will find I need something that was always there until now and now it will never be again. 4/4/08 cmh Sign in to see full entry.

There is a beautiful woman whom I love more than life itself. She still takes my breath away even after the years have passed. Her body is like a heavenly wonderland. Her hair spirals down over her shoulders. Her eyes, hazel with such passion. Her lips so inviting they draw me to a kiss. Her... Sign in to see full entry.

Sometimes I miss you so much. I feel like I can't survive without you. In times of frustration, loneliness, and habit I want you but, know I can't have you. I find myself reaching for you but, I gave you away. Not because I didn't want you but, because I had to. I had no choice if I want to stay... Sign in to see full entry.

Here I lie in wait for this high to lift me from this great depression. This high that is brought on by substances taking more each and every time. This high that brings me up just to come crashing back down. One of these days the crash will never ever be again. Good Night, Sleep Tight, I will never... Sign in to see full entry.

I walk through the doors of what I used to know as Home. I see emptiness all around. Nothing is like it was when it was Home. I feel such feelings of loss such devastation I feel here at Home. Parents gone, possessions gone, everything gone in the physical. Alive in my heart lives the memories.... Sign in to see full entry.

I enter my parents home as they graciously allow me to move back home after a rebellious marriage. I no longer see things as I once have because my sight has turned to feelings. I feel like such a failure. I feel so angry and bitter. I take this out on my mother. I was diagnosed with Bipolar. I feel... Sign in to see full entry.

I sit in my bedroom on the bed, next to the window and I look out at the sky, the sky so blue and I look at the passerbys on the street, living life. I look at the nature that God hath created and I see utter beauty for as far as my eyes can see. cmh2/08 Sign in to see full entry.