Miaella's Little Black Book.

It could be my imagination, but I'm wondering if Riel decided he doesn't like me as much as he first thought. We talked for a few minutes online last night, but he didn't say much. His mood didn't say much. I'm thinking perhaps it was the kissing. Maybe he's one of those guys that equates kissing to... Sign in to see full entry.

The saga continues. Riel took me to dinner. We sat near a window facing the ocean. We drank wine and talked while waiting for our meal. The food was delicious. Then we went back to my place. We made Margaritas and sat on the couch and talked. We ended up talking for hours. Later I walked him to the... Sign in to see full entry.

Turns out he was happy to hear from me. He even thanked me for calling and invited me out with him and his roomates. I went to going away party with him for one of his bosses(who the party for escapes me at the moment as he was not there.) and met the people he worked with. I was included in... Sign in to see full entry.

And it was fun! Can you believe it? I can't. But despite having a great time and actually liking this guy, I am very cautious. Not to long ago, I really liked this guy and he turned out to be "The Jerk." I obviously don't have good instinct or very good judgement when it comes to reading people. So... Sign in to see full entry.

Imagine that!!!! I told him that would happen...it always does. He saw me on the computer last night and Immed me....said things weren't going so well with his new girlfriend...well duh. The girl slept with him the first day she met him. Obviously they were too busy getting to know each other in the... Sign in to see full entry.

Something else bad happens. Ever notice that when your looking great, feeling great, and great things are happening, you get knocked back down on your butt...and then you get tired and sad...and your motivation and will for living subsides...and you're left with the impending feeling of doom, and... Sign in to see full entry.

Now we are going to be dumped on by a hurricane. Another man, Dennis. My house is still leaking from last year's Ivan. (Yet another man.) Yes, we are evacuating. Probably going to Saint Augustine again. Going to drink from the fountain of Youth....my secret to looking twelve. I will be back as soon... Sign in to see full entry.

I wish this story was fiction. I wish I could say men like this don't exist, that they are only a figment of my imagination, but they do exist. I know. I've had more than my share. More than my "fair" share. It makes me want to give up on men all together. The Jerk: I met him online a little over a... Sign in to see full entry.

Anyone ever play the game telephone before? As most of you know my brother was killed in a car accident on Jan. 30th. He has one friend, J, who visits his grave twice a week. J and his wife and their two boys bring balloons and flowers on their visits. They keep my brother's grave cheerful and... Sign in to see full entry.

Word of advice...don't peer over fireworks to see why they are not going off! I have a great post about that stupid "jerk" I went out with for a week. I'll have to post it next time! Ah, the suspense....lol! Anyway, just wanted to drop a quick hello and wish you all a very Happy Fourth!!! I hope... Sign in to see full entry.