Miaella's Little Black Book.

I don't want to buy these things at a store. It's embarrassing to me, no matter what anyone else has to say about it. Case in point 1: Buying hemorrhoid cream. I don't buy Preparation H because I have hemorrhoids. I buy it because in modeling school, we learned if you dab a little on the bags... Sign in to see full entry.

I froze, then I took many small calculated breaths. I tried to log on again. Nothing. This went on for about an hour. I stared at my clock and blinked back the disbelief. 12:45pm I usually wake up around 6:30 am or 7:00 am if I'm being lazy and want to run around the house in a panic stricken rush.... Sign in to see full entry.

Timmy mentioned in my last post that what I revealed was TMI (too much information.) Riel mentioned something similar on the phone tonight. It got me thinking, maybe I do share too much. Maybe others aren't as honest as me, but I have nothing to hide. I have no dark secrets and no buried bones. I'm... Sign in to see full entry.

Why is it whenever you are eating at a restaurant, one of two things happen? 1. The waitress/waiter comes up and asks if everything is okay before you've even gotten a chance to take a bite. 2. The waitress/waiter asks if you need anything else while your mouth is jam-packed with food. Usually a... Sign in to see full entry.

I mentioned to Riel that I am on Blog-it. I didn't say Blog-it per se, but I did say I blog on the Blogging Network and since I use my real name and pictures, I'm beginning to wonder, will he find me out? Is it just a matter of time? I'm a little worried. I don't want him to find out things about me... Sign in to see full entry.

Okay so things went well with Riel last night. We played trivia, had a margarita, and then went to the movies. It was a nice night, and I really enjoy his company. I just have two complaints. (I know...I know...here I was paranoid about him not liking me and then I throw this at you! Haha.) I hate... Sign in to see full entry.

It used to be that I just needed a straight jacket and a tutu. Now I need a pair of cement shoes, or a seven foot metal umbrella. Rain baby, rain. My Family is Driving Me Crazy!!!! Not the usual..."I'm starting to see gray hairs." or even the "Get me out of here before I spit on somebody." I'm... Sign in to see full entry.

My father called from Columbia. Said he'd call me back today. I'm always surprised when he calls. Most of the time he calls me when he's been drinking. Calls me "kid." Tells me he's sorry for everything. I worry about him a lot. I wish I hadn't missed the call. I long to talk to him, the same way I... Sign in to see full entry.

Let's start with the fact that since hurricane Dennis, getting gas at the pump is nearly impossible. Guess what, my phobia is gas stations. Some people are afraid of the dark, or snakes, or squishy food, or strangers. I'm terrified of gas stations. Especially if they are crowded with people!... Sign in to see full entry.

Since I have been talking to Riel, I have been bombarded with men who want to take me out. I'm not complaining, but where were these men five months ago? Suddenly I have za za zu and I'm not sure I want it...lol. Riel and I talked on the phone last night. Again he was curt. I began reevaluating the... Sign in to see full entry.