Miaella's Little Black Book.

I am not blogging every day as I had hoped. I'm trying to make an effort though and for that I should be rewarded...which means clicks...haha...j/k My dad bought me a laptop for Christmas. I just got it in the mail today. Yay! Now I have no excuses not to finish my novel. I also started a job today.... Sign in to see full entry.

Still no job. Blah blah. I spent the night at my mom's. She's not doing too well. She thinks God can bring my brother back before the year is over, but that if he doesn't, my brother will never come back. I feel bad for her. I want to help her but don't know how. May peace find her. Hopefully things... Sign in to see full entry.

And I am not depressed, although I may be sad. What makes one person look at their life, think it's shit, while another person is wallowing in shit with a smile on their face. I don't want to fall a victim of my depression. I don't want to waste minutes or days of my life feeling sorry for myself,... Sign in to see full entry.

Dear Bloggers, Today I told my sister I would watch Tanner for a while. I invision him swinging from my curtains, lining up grapes, soccer balls, and other various round objects and calling them his "friends", I invision screaming and clinging to the walls when it is time for him to go home. So I'll... Sign in to see full entry.

...ummm.....hmmm. 1. Laughing 2. Talking about math and numbers 3. When the mattress separates from the box spring 4. Slick massage oils so you become the human slip & slide 5. Pretending you didn't just have sex (hiding the fact from a roomate or family member) 6. Trying to orgasm while the other... Sign in to see full entry.

Spending the weekend with LG was great! The little cabin had a fake fireplace, a kitchen, a tiny loft bedroom, a hotel looking bedroom, a screened in back porch with four black rocking chairs which overlooked the lake, and a heart shaped jacuzzi. Surprisingly, we only got in the jacuzzi once. LG... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm spending a few days with TLG....the luckiest guy...haha. I'm not sure if there will be internet access where we are going but if there is I will definitely do some reading and writing, and if not I'll catch up on my novel....=P If I don't talk to you all, I hope you have a wonderful weekend.... Sign in to see full entry.

Not having a job is getting me down. Not having money to pay my mortgage is really getting me down. I look at my beautiful house that I worked so hard to get, and tears start to tug at the corners of my lids with the thought that I may have to move out of it. The sad thing is I know a lot of women... Sign in to see full entry.

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Isn't that a great idea? We could have a compilation cd. We could have a yearly chapbook with blogger poetry. We could make greeting cards. The list would go on and on. And blogit could keep a % of the money from our sales, so everybody wins...haha Until then, I use http://www.cafepress.com/ggd But... Sign in to see full entry.