Krisles' Confusion Chronicled

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Saturday, March 4, 2006

FOR MY SWEET LOVER............

I had a lover for a very long time…..a total of 17 years…..12 of it was very regular, in terms of frequency of contact. He retired 5 years ago and we haven’t seen each other at all in 3. He found out I was back working in our retiree program and emailed me recently and we’ve had a good time,... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

TREEHOUSE ON THE GROUND.......A CHILDHOOD REMEMBRANCE

There were two massive trees behind the rent house in Elysian Fields….the one we moved into when I was almost four and left when I was almost nine. They were way back in the yard and the root of one stretched across to the other….I guess they were related….I don’t really know about trees, just love... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

CHARM

Charms on a bracelet around my wrist….over 40 years…charms on a bracelet. They’ve told the story of my life, woven with rings, welded to that chain…dangling…. Shining in the sunlight, lightly jangling when my arm moves….sliding up and down. The charms are jammed heavy against each other or they are... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, February 2, 2006

JUICE............PART 1

Juice is one of my favorite words…..everything about it….the look of the word….writing the word…..the act of saying the word with my lips……the sound of the word…..and, most of all …..well, I think most of all…..hard to say what is really my favorite thing about juice when I really think about... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, January 30, 2006

BACK TO THE LAKE, THE BLUEBONNET CAFE ........AND THOUGHTS ABOUT FREEDOM

I drove back to the lake yesterday….I have a week off, a week to be back in my little haven, mistress of my time again, living in the space I’ve created…..decorated the colors I spent hours choosing, and full of “things” I enjoy looking at and touching, in a setting I enjoy being in ….one with... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

TOUCH...........AND TRUST

He isn’t a man I know at all, never met him until I walked into the waiting area; Ten minutes later, I was completely naked on a table, under a sheet…before him. It wasn’t just a massage from a male massage therapist….I’ve had those before; And I’ve usually been in the nude…and in a nice room with... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, January 6, 2006

THE GOLFING NUN.................NOW, THIS IS FUNNY

A nun was sitting with her Mother Superior chatting. "I used some horrible language this week, and I feel absolutely terrible about it". "When did you use this awful language?" asks the Mother Superior. "Well, I was golfing and hit an incredible drive that looked like it was going to go over 280... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

WHY I DANCE

When I was a little girl and had my tonsils removed, Mama took me to the drugstore and let me pick out any coloring book I wanted as a treat while I recovered. I picked out one that had Debbie Reynolds in all these ballerina costumes. I wanted to be a dancer from the gitgo and I took lessons for... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, December 19, 2005

MAMMARY MEDITATIONS

Lying here in the early morning sheets, my hands invariably seek out my breasts. I wonder if this is as universally a common feminine gesture as I suspect. My palms brush across the surface of my chest and I am almost in a meditative state brought on by the feel of my breasts. Mine happen to be... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, December 16, 2005

FATE/FEAR/FOLLY/FOOLISH.....IF'ING....A WASTE OF TIME

He kissed me and I fell into him… Felt myself falling forward into a vortex But it was warm, and just the right degree of thrilling… The tumbling, rolling, sliding…..we were laughing….happy. Then he put his hands out and stopped me…. It was right before we merged. He stopped the final intimacy… He... Sign in to see full entry.

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