THIS IS NOT WHAT I EXPECTED
I don’t think I understand living here. It is certainly not what I expected, not in any way. When I turned 30 I didn’t have any shocking regrets I didn’t think that was old and what is old anyway except living longer than yesterday. On rolled the other decades and nothing shattering came along. Well not much anyway. This time I am more tired. I look at things with an ending, not as before, I just sort of felt as if all things would work themselves out if you gave them a chance and worked toward... Sign in to see full entry.