Monday, July 14, 2008
Sleepless Weeks
As one week rolls into another, it is hard to remember the last full night of sleep. Midnight lasts forever he says and it may stay 1:00am for two or three hours. It does certainly seem that way when I have to answer what time it is every 5 minutes. We have to count the hours to when Johnny comes on...
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Thursday, July 10, 2008
How Do I Go On
I listen to the rattle of his lungs and wonder if today will be the day he leaves me here and travels far above. Vibrations ever increasing; I feel the whoosh of death. The beginning of the journey beyond all space and time; I can feel the imbalance and confusion his body feels as he hangs it away....
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008
My Hands Will See His Soul
As each day passes I watch him die. Slowly, surely with no reprieve. It is the sundown that brings the worst of times; For darkness seems so final. A well worn pattern plays out each night. Watching, waiting, knowing death will come; Announced or Unannounced My hands lightly touching to feel his...
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Empty Eyes
Your eyes are the window to your soul. But your eyes that once sparkled with the brilliance of a diamond as they conveyed your connection to the All are but a vacant stare. Eyes that could surround with all the love and protection of the Universe and connect to the deepest part of my soul and...
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Is This Our House
The questioning is endless and always the same. Is this our house and where is our house like this one? The answer is always the same. This is our house and we have no other. Sometimes he doesn't know who I am and accuses me of wearing his wife's clothes. I knew this time was coming but reality is...
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