Thursday, October 30, 2008
From a Night in Hell to a Day in Heaven
If you read "Living with Alzhiemer's, you know that last night was not the best. Also, this morning was bath day and JD was coming early to start tearing out my laundry room /downstairs kitchen floor that got soaked with the water leaks. By the time Teena and JD got here, Teena was not going to have...
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Monday, October 27, 2008
I am an empty vessel
I have no energy stores to call upon. Somewhere along the way I have also lost my joy. I need to get it back. Richard thinks I'm ashamed of being seen in public with him. Vanity thy name is Richard. I can't get him to understand that even if he was well enough to drive, I still don't want to go out....
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Thursday, October 23, 2008
If it's not one thing, it's two or three or ...
I had one nerve left today and it was stepped on hard. If you read about my fun on Saturday on Living with Alzhiemers, then I had more of it today. Tuesday there was a very large pool of water in the laundry room that Teena found when she went down to do the laundry. We moped it up and today we...
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Friday, October 17, 2008
Torn
Brooke is at the hospital with Scott. He might have appendicitis. I hate that she has to be by herself but I can't leave Richard. I've got her brother on stand by in case Scott has to have surgery. Grandma and I will man the phone since neither of us can be there with Brooke and Scott. I remember...
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Monday, October 13, 2008
It's Been 3 Days
I just noticed it had been 3 days since I posted here. Well for 2 days I slept because I had painted the downtairs for 2 days and except for trimwork and 1 wall the two rooms will be completely painted. Next up is the bathroom that didn't get painted last year when it was remodeled for Brooke and...
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Thursday, October 9, 2008
The Caregiver got Taken Care of.
It was a wonderful day of relaxation and productivity. I'm tired but I got the pain undercontrol and I'm looking forward to a good night's sleep. I received a lot of posiive energy during the Reiki session and it is still circulating. I am sleepy again and hope I get to sleep all night. I'm even...
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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I;m actually sleeepy
Not just tired and exhausted but sleepy. Good Night.
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How Long Have You Worked Here
Well, I had just laid down and was starting to meditate and do my breathing relaxation when heard "Mama", "Mama" are you awake? I got to get up. His right arm started shaking and shook the bed hard. I knew he had to have his Parkinson's medication. So I had to get up. I had to lift him to a sitting...
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Saturday, October 4, 2008
The Passage to Heav'n
The Passage to Heav'n As you walk through the mist of fog that lies just below the mountain peak--follow your heart and you will be guided through to the next clearing and the next healing. The road ahead is clear as the sunshine reflects off the mountain peak--engulfing you in love and warmth and...
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Friday, October 3, 2008
I Am Balance
I Am Balance Each day begins running for the future The wake up call is oh' so early. It's 3am and the questioning begins. When will Johnny come on? Can we change the channel now? What's the weather going to be today? What time is it? How much longer until we get up? What time is it? Daylight comes...
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