skye01 A Caregivers Thoughts

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Soul Pain

How does one measure the pain in the soul? Is it on a scale of 1-10? Which is the worst, the physical pain or the constant ache deep inside the heart as you are parted daily, hourly, or minute by minute of the love so intertwined within your body and soul? There are no pain pills for the soul. There are no words or platitudes that can ease the agony. There are no scales to measure the depths of the pain within. Pain is unseen and cannot be felt by anyone but you. You cannot seek releif from... Sign in to see full entry.

Energy Savings

Each day starts as the day before. Will I die today? The answer as always the same. No. As I start the day to feed, bathe, and dress him, my own pain creeps up the scale. I look at his paleness and note the wasting muscles and see him wither more each day. Confusion ever growing and hallucinations to match. I'm told that I can't keep him home and for a nursing home he's bound. I made a promise and a vow; in sickness and in health. I must say a prayer of thanks for the pain and exhaustion I feel.... Sign in to see full entry.

Our Love a poem for Brooke and Scott

There is a love you cannot touch but feel as it surrounds. Love communicated through eyes on a single thought of the heart. Love unquestioning and without boundaries; Transcending space and time. Love for all to have but found by precious few. Our precious ones have found this love-- Their love. Love that has been before time began and until all time should end. skye2006 Sign in to see full entry.

Wellness

I slip into wellness as a comfortable sweater. Surrounded by it's security and the pleasure of it's touch. It engulfs me like the touch of sunlight. Each cell of my body straining to feel the warmth and softness as it glides through my body. Holding each second in memory to be worn again.skye2006 Sign in to see full entry.

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