Rainy Day In May...

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Friday, June 29, 2007

Before Jacob... (3)

There was no cap & gown at my graduation. It was a small school with an even smaller ceremony in the park. I stood in emerald green, high heels sinking to the ground. My emotions a fair mix of humiliation and desperation. Humiliation because I had been to three real high school graduations, that... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

The white flag of passivness... (2)

I forget now, exactly what he was painting. I know though, as I sat there, I felt more loved than I had before. Before him, I had looked for love under every rock and behind every zipper. I had felt stitched with some flaw which everyone else had seen and chosen to steer clear of. Then I met him on... Sign in to see full entry.

The Painting...

I was barely seventeen. I had been fumbling around in a whirlwind search for love. I had just ended my first really deep relationship, a few months before. Honestly ended might be a really strong word. I'd been stuck in Las Vegas due to a freak snow storm, just after New Years. We had talked on the... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

electric...

We had the best thunderstorm this afternoon! It was perfection at it's peak! There is just something so electrical about a storm, for me! The sky turned a million shades of Lilac and Gray. It was heavenly... The weather report assures us there is more to follow and I couldn't be happier. I have had... Sign in to see full entry.

Somewhere other than here...

I am trying really hard to remember what it feels like to breath when I wake up in the morning. It's been so long... Nothing like wake up to that allergy riddled suffocation thing. I want to move closer to the ocean. Close to the ocean AND nearer to New York City would be acceptable. I just ache to... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

No Kisses or Magic today...

We spent our morning splashing around in the pool. It was pretty perfect. The threat of impending rain was far from our minds. I swam a few laps in an effort to gain strength in my shoulder and my little girl swam around with her bubble butt stuck above water. Before someone criticizes me for saying... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, June 25, 2007

ironically...

do you ever do something- finally take the courage to let something out and then events out of your control come up and bite you in the ass? too vague? If you read my last post, you know that I talked about a certain friend situation. I chose to talk about it here because this outlet is detached... Sign in to see full entry.

Who first said to never trust a woman?

People fail people... There is this girl. For ages I considered her one of my good friends. Actually, one of my better Michigan friends. We had gone through quite a bit together and it was a fairly intimate friendship. Then one day, things changed. They shifted. Since then, I have put up with some... Sign in to see full entry.

Extra, Extra...

It is either the stale thickness of allergies or the remnants of a weekend consumed with painting, which are inhibiting my breathing this morning. At this point, post headache pills and allergy pills, I don't care which is the culprit, I am merely wanting the tress pass rectified. I had to write up... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Drama in the day of a wife & mother to one...

I am anal. I like to think that I function off of lists. To a degree i guess I do, but not as well as I pretend to. I spend hours, every week, planning out a meal menu for the following week. This includes sorting the recipes I will use, into a pile, taking stock of my ingredients on hand and... Sign in to see full entry.

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