Rainy Day In May...

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

Dear Dad,

My heart always secretly longed to call you Daddy, but I knew it was best to not utter that word to you. That name, by my lips, had once been given to a man before he'd become a monster. I had to love you in a way that was new to me. As I look back, i wish I'd seen us sooner, who we would be, as dad... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Mirror Images...

I am in love with this image of something undoubtedly nurturing and rare. It's kindness is blinding- reminding me once of someone woolen, musty. I wonder, as I stare towards this instant warmth covering my innoscence and beating my pride- why I took my time to climb here. Was it insolence or... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, June 15, 2007

Mi familia...

I have a non-blog it blog, which family peaks in at from time to time. I, like the juvenille masses, have a myspace page. Family's eyes have been known to nose around there as well. This place is safe from my families judgement and condemning eyes. Therefore- please allow me to state: My family... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

a shallowly sad day...

my laptop died today. I am forced to conduct life from the IMAC, which I hate. I feel so, confined... As summer break begins tomorrow, there will be no typing out on the deck. No nutmeg scented coffee shops or library escapisms while Genny does children's programs. It's a silly, shallow thing to... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

hard headed narrowmindedness OR right on the nose?

It's interesting having the same conversation with two different people. These sorts of conversations seem to have themselves. you know the one about the imperfect world and it's unfairness? One friend is in complete turmoil, and the other one is broken hearted over one man while likely headed for... Sign in to see full entry.

My own beanstalk,,,

I am not doing so well with my little girl's last week of school. It's as though I've come so near to the finish line that I am falling flat on my face, unable to finish. We had such a busy weekend and, with both of us so tired, I let her (and myself) sleep in on Monday. We hung out at home watching... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

What women want...

Ten months ago I lost my grandmother to an aneurism, and my "mom" (the woman who raised me, and I was closest to) to malpractice just two days later. It sucked. After I returned home from two weeks of funeral arrangements and sifting through the positions of these two women, I was spent. I found it... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, June 11, 2007

?!?!?

What the bloody hell has happened??? How do you dress up your blog? Was this option/feature around way back in 2005? If so, I must have been simply so naive to it. In my journeys away from Blogit, I have mastered the simplistic HTML standards of Myspace and become familiar with the Blogger standards... Sign in to see full entry.

The Prodigal Blogger...

I used to write here. It was like this unencumbered romance. I was turned on to the site by an old boyfriend's urgings to "write here! You'll do fantastic!" And honestly, I was scared to death. I walked into endless amounts of middle school drama, ridiculous antics and emotions-gone-wild. I never... Sign in to see full entry.

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