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a lIfe mayBe this sHallOw sParkling pLaCe could let me cLose my EyEs aLl that i sEe is wHat's wRong i caNnot sEeM to hEad out & cOpe with the uNreal i'M tIred & tHirsty i nEed to be sTrong for the reSt of my lIfe hOlding my deCisiOns tIght beCause faLlIng baCk is deNying trutH! ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

deAth of us i would like this sCreaM to grOw fasteR then eCho in my heart paInting her grey or blaCk red being toO bright fiRewOrks of jOy more desPair alway suffering more paIn beIng tOrtuRed with yOu pleAsure of a slaughter yOu're tuRning misery into a lOng deep hOle in my sKin slOwly drifting... Sign in to see full entry.

(i'M lEaving...) too many nights rOaMing wHat have i done? deCisions that hurt people i've cHanged so much. offering & never taking sHould this change? i'M sick, just thirsty ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

lOng fIZzy lIne some thOughts don’t take us anywHEre fEeling is wHat shOuld matTer wOrds, sOuNds, nuMbers… oNly to iLlusTrate what’s iNside but tHen wHat? i caNnot slEep i’M not sure i waNt to but i’M sCared ceRtaiNly bOred too tHen waNting for soMeOne but thOse wHo appeAr are so fAr so aPart. mayBe... Sign in to see full entry.

sHades of light it might feel cOld & windy outside yOu never knOw how strong the angry breath of the EArth will blOw hOw far she'll spreAd murder or just hOw lOng she'll survive thOse males made of fiRe cRawling trOugh a crOwd of stOnes darK speCtatOrs nuMb audienCe fOrgOtten lives devOured by... Sign in to see full entry.

blaCk swaNs drOwNing a leMon trEe vIrtuOus beaM flying away cOzy living rOoM sun sHiNNing inSide fIre burNing others' needs yOu're nOt that far tHis flaMe is mOving tOo fast i caNnOt even feel the heAt nOt for a seCond it alwaYS eNDs so QuiCk i fOrget i'll never reMeMber my EYEs are tryIng to fOllOw... Sign in to see full entry.

will yOu catCh me? i'M just too tired to be alive today, another day to fall dOwn to crash in my maDness to think about nothing & fall in the abyss of loss but my sun will rise again lightning the wOrld sHowing darkness we'll all die in agony burnt by the beaMs of the sun i can see so many aNGeLs... Sign in to see full entry.

sEE, it is coming crying for no reason loving because we care sharing our desires planning to love & share a dog screaming in the night silence all around the music is dead our fears vanished empty this is all about the right balance at the pErfEct iNSTaNT but the blow of the wind stopped at this... Sign in to see full entry.

sAcrIfIce lost in the fog of the woods my soul roaming through the trEEs i can hear the heat of my skin floating in the air anxiousness feeding the cold air smoke from the ground scary emotion fear of the living beings a tear on my cheek i’m alone & cannot find the way that leads to other beings... Sign in to see full entry.

a sParrOw in the aIr nobOdy taught me how to deAl with otHers how to dePrive myself from fEars & sOrrow soMe peOple sMile to me wHy? they soMetiMes tell me other tiMes iT only reMains a mystery. i'll be waiting to fEel good or to just sTop fEeling tHings should not maTter at all tHey oNly exIst to... Sign in to see full entry.