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the hOuse of uS i'M thinking of yOu i'M thinking of this hOuse of hoRrOr both of yOu harass my miNd walking through the laNds surrounding this casTle of murder feeling those murdered sOuls touChing my skin or yOur haNd hOlding mine will yOu kiss me the night before i leave for ever will yOu tell me... Sign in to see full entry.

the hOuse of hOrRor hOuse of blOod pOol of saCrifiCe tOrture & agOny hOurs in the dIrt sCreaMs deep & fearful hOw loNg punition of lost sOuls despair undersTanding of frightening realities how loNg before it sTops how loNg before i die... blOod flOoding out of my miNd there was this tiMe wHen... Sign in to see full entry.

lEt... i would like to dreaM more loving dreaMs are so rare i felt lost wHen i woke up being used to fight or struggle being kissed & loved insTead felt quiTe surpriZing iF yOu could resCue me every morning being my only meMory of the night being the last feeling of daRkness. yOu could heal my sore... Sign in to see full entry.

sOlariZed burnt red heAd in searCh of loss a minute airless falling into the grOund mirror is a laKe fortune teller asphyXia of their sOul i'M forgetting only craving to be a deMon all the rights for wrOngs that's another wOrd how could i utter i only wish i could not sleep nor eat for days, weeks,... Sign in to see full entry.

bLaCkOut i can't see yOu my miNd loCked up the aCcess to yOur meMory i can't even see yOur faCe i can't feel anymOre i'M loCked up in soMe eMptiness i'M frOZen i can only feel the cOld rain crawling through my feet wHere are yOu? wHere are my feelings how can i reMain so quiet? iMagining felt good... Sign in to see full entry.

sEarCh for harMony a bit of soMe only to realiZe we are so many sOmetiMes a wiSh eXpeCting others to be in peaCe being One with yOurself no laBel or iMage just abOut aCCepting this individual one is but mOst only feel hurt & rejeCted it's just never enOugh as one recOgnizes others aCCepting... Sign in to see full entry.

sitting neXt to yOu i'M a child a grown up cHild wHo never knew how to be yOung i'M a teenage kid fighting to reMain strong willing to be the tHunder between the oCean & the sky crying to feel bOth reJeCting the nest dying for the sun crying beCause of the iCe yOu seeMed so lost wHen i walked away... Sign in to see full entry.

i can't tOuCh yOu i can't dreaM of yOu yOu're an iMage i can't tOuCh how could i desCribe the feelings iNside my miNd so many lives so clOse to me but yOurs the only i'd like is out of reaCh wHat were yOur dreaMs last night how far would yOu go? ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

just oNe mOre tiMe i survived aBortIon as the dark haven got cOvered with fiZzy mud from the deepest of heLl i beCaMe a dead alive crawling over a cOre of fiRe & i saw the oCean dry burnt by the EyEs of evil muRder of a goddess no wOrds to desCribe the lOng agOny the lOud sCreaMs from deep within...... Sign in to see full entry.

wHere... wHere is my miNd wHen i'M losing tOuCh wHere is my tOuCh wHen i'M losing sKin wHere's my sKin wHen i'M lost ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.