aBout lOss

a shEphErd praize & divination for the church of your heart built with the clouds of belief & the tears of your endless despair you gathered the souls, lost & rejected injected with a belief that of guilt or sometimes of dominion but not too strong leading them on an empty path a line full of... Sign in to see full entry.

deAd jOy i can't feel right wHatever i'M doing iT's all so wrong! when will i die, vanish & disappear that's all i want drowning into fear stuCk between 2 needs yet not reaChing any i'd like to stay duMb for some tiMe i can't stand talking to any of theM! i just want real peOple yet i'M so so afraid... Sign in to see full entry.

thOse dAys wiNter is cOld yet i can't feel it my EyEs are tiRed i'M waiting the sun rises & i don't miNd my faCe is cOld i can feel it i'M waiting the sun is light i reMeMber her red faCe over the oCean it's cOld & there's no plaCe where i'd like to be all those people are so fuCked & i'M one of... Sign in to see full entry.

...eMpty... soMe lOvers never ceaZe to love soMe people are stuCk in a sOund of eTernal beauty suffering from never finding her. opening the EyES every morning only to disCover the eMptiness of their liFe the overwHelMed dreaMland growIng in their miNd....eMpty... ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

suiCide of aN aNGeL liNes drawn with dry blOOd the blOOd that onCe drOpped from the red liNes of yOur bOdy cOuld your heart ignOre the blOoMing flOwers colOured by the tears of the sKy shIvers all oVer the sKin this minute silenTLy dying a freSh stArt soMething true to let happen it all feels so sAd... Sign in to see full entry.

we are child those lives so wasted a newborn prOof of love, priCe fOr doMinatiOn my brOther is suffering bruises all over his miNd a child from the grey sky an ago to never eND iMpaled on deCades of violenCe unknOwn or ignored what would be wOrse? night is within our heart we're dying when night... Sign in to see full entry.

a sTranger for the night i read the news today,... oH bOy! this should souNd sad & slOw yet my meMory is dead of all the light i onCe saw all i've ever needed is soMeOne strong & all those i met ignored or reJeCted me could i sit here with hiM & rest? for a few days, then baCk to... whatever! if... Sign in to see full entry.

eMpty witHout yOu several nights eMpty of yOu several lives eMpty of yOu yOur vOiCe in my head yOur warMth in my heart but i'M lonely wHen i'M not strong enough to see yOu so i'M crawling into misery dreaMing i'M strong enough my cOre is so eMpty there's no release i'M catching lives that are not... Sign in to see full entry.

SNoW a long cold night heading out shivers, ice from the ground dizzy mind in search of the blow of a star emptiness – sounds reverberating silence the midst of your kiss on my lips the skin of a colourful orange caressing my mouth juice all over the face frozen eyes that cannot feel sad free bird... Sign in to see full entry.

the eMpty me alMost 10 aM & i'M not gonna stay hoMe again not that i want to not that i'M sCared of going out just that i can't find any reason to go anywHere i thought he would last night but he only took me dOwn killing away all i wanted keeping me in the sHit i'M in i lost the desire i lost... Sign in to see full entry.