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CRèVe fascinated by the dirt enchanted by the warm liquid flustered by the spongy shapes EYEs closed desires never fulfilled water in your veins blOOd on your face sperm in the mind jelly on the hands flossy hair extrEEm love the flesh dEAd or alive no recess ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

brEAthlEss delusion interaction of beings flush in the head as desires vanish closing the EYEs seeing though it is all getting clearer knowing what the eND lOOks like sEEing the shapes of its body NO – nothing is gonna be alright! this cannot be the rules they gave they can only lead to the decay of... Sign in to see full entry.

where you are… i’m begging for your understanding giving so much i’m falling trying to reach that green apple sea trying to understand those souls staying apart i cannot this is me trying to keep myself away from me but staying with you all of you begging for love & attention keeping me in that jail... Sign in to see full entry.

the eMpty me alMost 10 aM & i'M not gonna stay hoMe again not that i want to not that i'M sCared of going out just that i can't find any reason to go anywHere i thought he would last night but he only took me dOwn killing away all i wanted keeping me in the sHit i'M in i lost the desire i lost... Sign in to see full entry.

a secret i'll keep i won't call i won't tell i'll keep it all for myself every piece i'll bury deep iNsIde my heart i'll lOok strong even though broken oH so broken! i won't share i won't tell keeping the seCret of my agOny silent, quiet i'll pretend i'M in peaCe i'll swallOw the sMoke of my lies... Sign in to see full entry.

fUngUs dark waters surrounding the church of our despair crucifixion of my heart on the altar of our pride lines of blood dropping on the dirty tiles of our desires can we really relate to the suffer of others as we impale ourselves on the shinning bones of luxury a mind lost in the decay of the... Sign in to see full entry.

nOIsEs sound of radiation violent voice despair of the EYEs blow of wisdom something dead inside the mind alive living dead emotions a feeling playing with the body breath & spit dazzles in the EYEs playing with you touching – not even a smile – the light of your day the sun burns suffocation of the... Sign in to see full entry.

lOng fIZzy lIne some thOughts don’t take us anywHEre fEeling is wHat shOuld matTer wOrds, sOuNds, nuMbers… oNly to iLlusTrate what’s iNside but tHen wHat? i caNnot slEep i’M not sure i waNt to but i’M sCared ceRtaiNly bOred too tHen waNting for soMeOne but thOse wHo appeAr are so fAr so aPart. mayBe... Sign in to see full entry.

tWo wOrlds� an iNtervIew with THE MAN whEre has he beEn? wHere is he gOing? desPeraTe hours mInutes witHin paIn sUffering eNDlessly coMing baCk & fOrth but wHat fOr? eVentuAlly the drEam was nOtHing... but a dreaM raIse this pOwer fEel freE dIsCover faKe laNds gIve theM reAlity wHat tiMe? wHat... Sign in to see full entry.

eArly eMpty nIght wHat could a haNd be fEd of? tHIs tiMe when the sEa would caRess my heArt the oTher night would faLl, they cry & lEt faLl dO they fOrget? a cOld flaMe to tEar uP my life disSident eCho of a sOft move vOiCes sLowly sLiding from warM hand to cOld hEad... or was iT some other feElings... Sign in to see full entry.