Monday, June 1, 2009
Not sleeping well and passing notes in class
I'm tiiiiired. Didn't sleep well last night, spent have the day dozing at my desk. Called Anita last night but she didn't get the message til this morning, Lent her "Ask and it is Given, it will be interesting to see what she thinks of it. I think I'll just start writing her notes and leaving them...
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Friday, May 29, 2009
Rough day and Turning 50
Bit of a rough day, didn't feel well all day. See Dr Zhang Tuesday, maybe she can tweak the medicine. Brief chat wih Anita today. I think I'll call her tonight. Gotta figure out when we can get together, we've been talking about it for a month. I turn 50 one week from today. I've been saying I'm 50...
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
Making a hole and reading Abraham
My offer to help Anita move furniture was too late. Oh well would have been nice. My stomach's growling which is a good thing. Means I'm not overeating. Made a heck of a hole in the wall when I fell the other day when I fell on the way to the bathroom. Haven't been able to get ahold of maintenace to...
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Excited about Anita and Frustrating Myself
Feeling a little depressed today not too bad but it's frustrating because it slows me down. I'm getting more and more excited about Anita. Just the way I feel chatting briefly with her at the office, I know I'll have a grand time when I go out with her. I'm frustrating myself with my a braham...
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Fun Convention and Pinning her down.
Well I'm tired. Didn't get as much sleep as usual because of the convention. Had a real good time though better than I expected. Talked to Anita, on the phone for the first time yesterday, about a month after we exchanged phone numbers. Things are moving slowly to say the least. I plan to call her...
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Friday, May 22, 2009
Worn out and getting comfortable
I'm worn out but I made it through the week. That's been happening too infrequently lately. Next week's a short one so that should help. I wasn't too enthused about going to the convention but I'm getting a little into the idea now. Only a couple of brief conversations with Anita but I feel like...
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
Conventions and Minor Details
Well I guess things are okay with Anita, aside from the minor detail that we haven't gone out together. We're acting at work just the same as we always did which is a good thing. Balticon convention with Lisa this weekend. I had fun before even though I'm not particularly into science fiction.
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Disappointed Lisa and Good Therapy
Got a little filing done. I'm tired of losing thing. Of course it may not make a difference since most of the things I tried to file didn't have records. Didn't talk to Anita much today. It's a good thing. I was starting to feel out of control, not talking to her much today calmed me down. Lisa was...
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Anita on my Mind
I've got nothing on my mind but Anita. I'm more and more attracted to her everyday. It can't go on like this for long. It's got to plateau at some point. It's exciting but it also feels out of control. All this and we haven't even gone out on a date yet. You'd think a 50 year old man wouldn't get...
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Monday, May 18, 2009
Time to stop and concerned about Anita
Well if my fellow bloggers are right, I can expect excellent results from accupuncture. I don't know why I didn't try it before. I've been dealing with this depression for almost a decade now, it's time to stop. Anita was wonderful today as usual. I'm concerned about her though. She says she won't...
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