Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Struggling and being frustrated
Stuggled through the day a bit but I made it. It seems like when I have trouble sleeping in affects me for two days. Getting frustrated with the Anita situation. Now she doesn't have much time to talk to me at work or on the phone. It will get better but I'm feeling frustrated right now. I think I'm...
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Getting through the Day and Concerned about Anita
Got through the day easier than I thought. After I got up at least 20 times to pee last night after drinking that big glass of milk I didn't think I'd have much energy. Started to doze off a coupla times but overall I held up well. I'm concerned about Anita. She's doing two jobs and I think it's...
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Friday, June 19, 2009
Dead cousin and Lisa missing
It was 23 years ago today that my cousin Larry committed suicide. On his father's birthday. Which some years is also fathers day. We assume that's not a coincidence. Larry and I were best buds as kids. Only a year apart in age, we hung out together almost anytime we were not in school. We drifted...
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Thursday, June 18, 2009
Anita on the back burner
Pretty good day today though I'm tired. Got some work done though, feeling a little bit more self confident about work A lot depends on how I feel. I'll try the gym again tonight. Didn't make it last night, just wasn't up to it. It looks like my going out with Anita is on the back burner. She's got...
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
A pretty good day and going to the gym
A pretty good day although kind of weird. Felt lousy in the morning then about noon started to feel better. No reason for it that I can see. Planning to go the the gym this evening. If I make it, it will be the first time in months. Abraham says you don't need exercise to be healthy but I haven't...
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Making lunch and getting back to doing stuff
Feeling pretty good today. My mind wandered at work like it usually does. Made my lunch today which I haven't done in months so I figure that's a good sign. Gotta get back to doing stuff in the evenings. Used to be I was out most every night.
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Monday, June 15, 2009
Mind wandering and handling it fairly well
I saw a commercial for an anti-depressent medication and them listed the inability to concentrate as one of the symptoms of depression. I had forgotten that. Now I know why my mind wanders so much when I'm trying to work or whatever. I told my mind that it's too little to wander off by itself. Poor...
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Saturday, June 13, 2009
Tired, comparing Lisa and Anita
I'm tired. Woke up too early couldn't get back to sleep. Spent the afternoon with Lisa, had a good time. With all the hullabaloo about Anita I forgot how much fun Lisa can be. Still though if I had to pick one it would be Anita hands down
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Friday, June 12, 2009
Jeff exhausted, Anita too busy
I'm exhausted. By the time I get home from work I'm too tired to do anything else. Somethings got to give. Work, Home, Work Home is no way to live. I'm supposed to have dinner with Melanie tonight. I think I'm make it but I might be too tired to have a good time. Anita is supposed to call me tonight...
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Good productivity and pinning Anita down
Pretty good day at work. Ms Hamlin is concerned about my productivity but I did pretty well today. Going to call Anita and see if I can pin her down for a date this weekend. It will be about time we've been talking about it so long 'bout a month and a half.
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