Friday, July 3, 2009
Restful Holiday and feeling frustrated.
Been a restful holiday. Stayed home and watched TV like it was a sick day which it sort of was. Tired from having trouble sleeping the last few days. Wasn't really how I wanted to spend my day off but it worked out okay. Called Anita again today, no response. She says she's real busy but I wonder if...
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Thursday, July 2, 2009
Rough Day and Positive Dad
Rough day. I slept well last night but it usually takes me two days to recover from a bad night's sleep. Anita wasn't at work today. No surprize, she was in bad shape yesterday Dad looked at the Abraham website and had positive things to say about it. That was a bit of a surprize although I did say...
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Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Next Level of Heaven
Oh boy I'm tired. Made the mistake of drinking milk last night. Got up and peed every 15 minutes. Got tired of running the the bathroom started peeing in a wastebasket. Apparently, Anita does check her email. Only now it's broken can only get spam. Still that will get fixed and them I'll write her...
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Paranoia snd seeing Dr Zhang
Well I asked Anita to call me when she gets a chance. She said she would but she's just been real busy. Which is pretty much what I figured. But there's a small paranoid part of me that thought she just didn't want to talk to me. Silly isn't it? See Dr Zhang tonight. Hopefully she can tweak my...
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Monday, June 29, 2009
Taking Advice and Sharing with my parents
Sam444 and Former Student Intern say I should call Anita. I was going to wait until tomorrow but they talked me into doing it tonight. Maybe I'm a bit too concerned about making a pest of myself. She hasn't complained so far. Felt pretty good today especially after I took my little nap in the car at...
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
More Masturbating and Not Calling Anita
Been doing a lot of masturbating lately. It's a good thing. I'm not ejaculating, I guess that's a side effect of my medicine but in a way it's a good thing. It enables me to masturbate for a longer period of time and more often. I'm guessing that if I was actually have sex I would be ejaculating....
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Saturday, June 27, 2009
NIce and Exciting
I've figured something out. I figured out by thinking about how frustrated I am with Anita not calling, I made myself more frustrated. Not only that complaining about my frustration kept Anita from calling. (I'm into this metaphysical stuff you know.) Those Abraham tapes are sinking in Spent the...
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Struggling and being frustrated
Stuggled through the day a bit but I made it. It seems like when I have trouble sleeping in affects me for two days. Getting frustrated with the Anita situation. Now she doesn't have much time to talk to me at work or on the phone. It will get better but I'm feeling frustrated right now. I think I'm...
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Getting through the Day and Concerned about Anita
Got through the day easier than I thought. After I got up at least 20 times to pee last night after drinking that big glass of milk I didn't think I'd have much energy. Started to doze off a coupla times but overall I held up well. I'm concerned about Anita. She's doing two jobs and I think it's...
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Friday, June 19, 2009
Dead cousin and Lisa missing
It was 23 years ago today that my cousin Larry committed suicide. On his father's birthday. Which some years is also fathers day. We assume that's not a coincidence. Larry and I were best buds as kids. Only a year apart in age, we hung out together almost anytime we were not in school. We drifted...
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