http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/jollyjeff6115/Whatever is on Jeff's mind that dayhourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/jollyjeff6115/636220It's been great getting to know Dawn on facebook. She's really starting to feel like my sister. I'm feeling a little better now but who know how long that will last. money situation seems to be okay, thankfully. That car accident turned out to be a lucky break. Don't know whether I'll be seeing...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/jollyjeff6115/635831Well that was kind of exciting. Talked to my half-sister Dawn for the first time in 23 years via facebook. Who says those social networking sites are a waste of time? As far as I can tell, I didn't sleep a wink last night but I really don't feel that bad. Might have gone to work if I had known....http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/jollyjeff6115/635726Feeling a bit better after feeling lousy most of the day. I still feel lousy, just less lousy. Going to try to make it to work at least part of the day tomorrow. Any day now could be my last day Thanksgiving is going to be at Mom's instead of Aunt 'cille's. I may not make it, it's kind of a...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/jollyjeff6115/635617I still feel lousy, trouble sleeping again last night. On the other hand, Anita called and we had a great conversation. We didn't make a definite date but we talked about some things we could do together and it's clear she's still interested. On top of that my Redskins won. Not only did they win...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/jollyjeff6115/635513I take all my medicine, go to all my Doctor's appts and I still feel lousy. I'd hate to see how I'd feel if I didn't do everything I'm supposed to do. Barring an amazing recovery in the next few hours I'll have to miss that dance. People with depression are supposed to find things to look forward...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/jollyjeff6115/635408I feel pretty doggone crappy. I think the rain is aggravating my depression, as though it wasn't aggravating enough already. Still haven't gotten the estimate so I'm still an employee for the state of Maryland, even if I'm rarely well enough to actually go in. There was probably no point in my...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/jollyjeff6115/635298Spent most of yesterday and most of today in bed. At least I'll get paid for yesterday since it was veterans day. I think the rain makes me feel worse. I know I'll feel better once the retirement situation is resolved. I know I'm going to be retiring, I just don't know when. Going to go to that...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/jollyjeff6115/635062Well my mentioning my midnight erections yesterday seemed to get a rise out of y'all. (pun intended). My blog has been stuck between 24 and 30 in the rankings lately, maybe a little sexual content will raise it higher (pun intended again:) Anyway the retirement saga continues. I haven't gotten my...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/jollyjeff6115/634933Got three hours in today so that's a little bit of change. Retirement could be tomorrow or the day after or the week after or the month after or the year after or the decade after or the century after. (Correction, it won't be the day after-it's a holiday). Never a dull moment when you work for...http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/jollyjeff6115/634799Canceled plans with Lisa because I wasn't feeling well. Took a nap, feeling a bit better now. Hopefully, I'll make it to work tomorrow, just a few days left maybe. Looks like I'll get that paid holiday on Wednesday, that will be good. Playing matchmaker with Gloie and Jay B. Maybe that should be...