Miaella's Little Black Book.

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I'm going to tell everyone I am extremely disappointed and my hair isn't as green as I intended to be. I went to a highly recommended salon. I thought a new hair-do might do me some good. I'm one-hundred dollars in the hole and my hair is sludge green...no not even sludge, it's more seaweed. "Where... Sign in to see full entry.

My brother would often ask me. I'm getting my hair highlighted today. I'm finally going to grow out my natural haircolor, so I'm having the salon even it out. Right now my roots are a brownish blonde while the rest of my hair is light golden blonde, so I look like Kid Rock....haha. My brother always... Sign in to see full entry.

~Death takes you in the middle of things. I'll never forget my brother's cupcakes without icing (he was too poor to afford luxuries like icing) sitting on the kitchen counter waiting for his daughter to get back home on Sunday. He might have eaten one or two...he had quite the sweet tooth. Often... Sign in to see full entry.

~ You have been there for me more than my friends in reality have been. The "love of strangers" is a concept that amazes me. For all you do, thank you! I am truly blessed to be here and to know all of you. I gain courage from your words as I seek strength in my own voice. I am walking in a haze,... Sign in to see full entry.

~Telling Tales of Woe My brother's grave is without a headstone. My mother wants it to be perfect, so she is having it specially made and ordered. I visited my brother's grave on Saturday. Bee and I brought him two small potted plants. On Sunday, I got a call from my other brother CB. He sounded... Sign in to see full entry.

~I attended two funerals in one week. The service for my brother was Greek Orthodox. The one for my friend Joey was Catholic. I found out Joey died on a Thursday. A friend called to tell me the day of the service. I posted about Joey before. I met him about 11 years ago. I dated one of his friends.... Sign in to see full entry.

Anyone want a smoothie? I've always been the quiet child. Dark, deep, and pensive. I cry quietly. I draw my strength from other peoples sorrows. I hang on moon beams looking for love in the stars. Last night, I drove home in the dark. It was gray, chill, and foggy. I could barely make out the long... Sign in to see full entry.

~Which is your life? Lately, I'd have to say tragedy. I blame my dad for my middle name Laura. (Laura means child of the laurels or sorrowful one.) Couldn't I have been named rosy or gay? Is your life predestined by the name that was chosen for you? Some psychics would seem to think so. Philosophers... Sign in to see full entry.

My mom prayed for my brother's safety the night of his death. We have been praying for my brother for a long time because he was always so unhappy. What made him so unhappy? My brother just wanted to met a nice girl, fall in love, and have a house full of children and animals. He would take his kids... Sign in to see full entry.