Miaella's Little Black Book.

- My old fears of being left alone return to haunt me. My biological family consisted of: Me, my mom, my dad, my sister and brother, and my niece. My brother, the healthiest and youngest died on Jan.30th in a car accident. My mom and dad are divorced. My dad lives in Columbia and he has body guards.... Sign in to see full entry.

I can't believe I'm sharing this! I'm driving home. It's raining out. The sky is gray. I pull up to the stop sign and can't see the on coming cars through the wet glass, so I roll down my window and stick my head out. A red truck whizzes by, going very very fast. He hits a foot deep puddle. The... Sign in to see full entry.

I want to start my own concierge business. I'm going to Chicago to train for it in late April. I can't come up with a name....I'm struggling. I want something simple and easy to remember, but also something that will set me apart from the rest. Something warm and inviting. Something that says I... Sign in to see full entry.

... and one little girl's lost camera. I went with the Big Brothers Big Sisters of America to Tallahassee to show legislature how much these kids need positive role models and mentors like us. We wore purple shirts and huddled together in front of the camera. My little sister lost her brand new... Sign in to see full entry.

Today is one of those days. ~Seriously~ My mom got the report back from my brother's autopsy. The report is long, there is so much medical jargon, and my mother has a thick Greek accent. Before I go on, you must know this: I didn't do well in Chemistry or Biology. I don't speak Greek. I never took... Sign in to see full entry.

So much...so little going on. Tonight Cam is spending the night again. We will watch the movie "Holes" and eat movie popcorn. On Tuesday we are taking a trip with other Big Brothers and Big Sisters to the state capitol. Get to go to the governers mansion and visit some museum....the name escapes me... Sign in to see full entry.

Pictures From My Trip To The Zoo "Yes, this is my good side. "Who you calling Monkey...Monkey?" "Shhh! I've been planning this escape. Now where is that escape route...Ooooh! A banana!" "You come to look at us in cages. Why you should be in cages. We should be strolling along drinking our cokes and... Sign in to see full entry.

His brain might be bigger. Beware this is a post about my unruly animal kingdom. May not be suitable for non-animal lovers eyes. I bought a litter box for my rat Nicodemus. He insists on laying in his own pee. I don't get it. It's like he prefers to stink. Mmm..pee smell....goes great with a little... Sign in to see full entry.

So Many Questions. Did it ever occur to them that I don't know the answers? By "them" I mean my family. It goes something like this. Why did he have to die? It was his time. Why was it his time? He had so much to live for. He did what he came to do. What's that? Suffer? Live in pain? Die in pain? He... Sign in to see full entry.

and his duct tape helmet? We were poor growing up. There was four kids in the house, mom and dad both worked two jobs to get by. We didn't have much, but we had enough. So being poor and often on our own, we did many things to amuse ourselves. My brother (the one who died) decided he wanted a... Sign in to see full entry.