Despite the recent upheaval in my life, there is a lot to be thankful for. Sure, I don't often feel that way. Many times I feel completely wretched. However, it could be worse... I am alive. Yes, with both of our emotional issues and the fact that he tried to kill himself before I left him -a blog about that is coming up soon- I believe both our lives were in danger. I was in two car accidents in a month and I almost died in the second one. I actually had a place to go when I decided to leave.... Sign in to see full entry.