It's Finally Hitting me... I'm a big fat Loser
When I finally decided it was time to leave Tim, I felt energized. Sure, it was an awful situation, but I couldn't stay there one minute longer. He was destroying me, sucking the life out of me. I kept thinking about all the wonderful possibilities... not having to argue with someone who was bent on auto-destruction, no more throwing up all the time, no more stressful sex... I was free! Maybe, even, one day I could start dating again and find someone I could respect, someone I could really see... Sign in to see full entry.