Divorce Therapy for Friday, September 7, 2007

Ever since I made the decision to separate from and ultimately divorce Tim, I've gone through phases. For a while I felt very optimistic. I felt free and relieved and started imagining what it would be like to start dating again and whatnot. I wanted to stay friends with Tim. I didn't want to remember him with bitterness and I didn't want him to remember me bitterly either. However, it is difficult to go through the divorce process unscathed and it really hurts that Tim thinks so little of me... Sign in to see full entry.

I have a confession to make. Something that makes me feel awful. Sure, Tim did a lot of very messed up stuff, and I have a lot of "reasons" and "justifications" but what I did was wrong. I am very ashamed and it is something I haven't even starting talking to my current Phycologist about. I would hit Tim. I was so frustrated and my emotions were so out of control that I would sometimes kick him under the table, or hit his arm or push him. I would do it when I would feel threatened or extremely... Sign in to see full entry.