Sunrise to Sunset

It will be okay when its real. Thats what he said to me the other day and I believe him completely. You see, I fell in love with him long before I realized he had a girlfriend. He kept playing along like he was single until he knew he had to tell me the truth. It was hard on both of us because I... Sign in to see full entry.

but somehow I forgot that along the way last night. I went out to a concert with some friends. I think in the back of my mind I knew the other friends of ours would be there. It's interesting though, because I use the term friends loosely. You see, it all started a few years ago when I met this... Sign in to see full entry.

Sometimes that what it takes to make the bad mood go away. I started out in a really good mood today. It was the last of my early morning 7am shifts. I would be able to sleep in tomorrow. I was tired but had a good list of stuff to get accomplished. All was going to be well. I went to work and again... Sign in to see full entry.

Choose your own adventure... I finally figured out how to put something in words yesterday. Thats sort of how my mind works. I can think about something for months and then suddenly I know how to explain it in a way that makes sense. Thats when I usually end up blogging about it so I can document... Sign in to see full entry.

The road to weight loss is a funny one...okay so I don't usually laugh at it but its still funny. I previously mentioned my thyroid and its lack of desire to work thanks to radioactive therapy. Well that in turn, affects my weight. You see, I am from hearty stock thanks to my father and grandmother.... Sign in to see full entry.

I have this medication that I'm supposed to take every single morning. I have been prescribed this medication for the past 5 or so years. It's basically a medication to regulate my thyroid levels that have been messed up ever since I had radioactive therapy. I had the therapy to correct a messed up... Sign in to see full entry.

I have been torn about some thoughts in my head lately. I don't think they are bad thoughts but they are unusual for me and they are pretty strong. You see, I am heterosexual and I like men. I always have liked men although I could occasionally comment if I thought a woman was beautiful. I have no... Sign in to see full entry.

It has been years since I have been here. I remember it fondly but honestly I forgot that I was still a member. I am bad at being strict on my finances so I decided to make some changes today. I actually looked at my bank statement. There in the black and white was a charge for blogit. Oh, I... Sign in to see full entry.

I got my feather last week. I haven't been able to write about it because I'm not sure what to do with it. It is exactly the kind of feather I imagined. I got it from Steve. You see, the problem here is that I fell in love with Steve. I am in love with Steve. He told me a few weeks ago that he loved... Sign in to see full entry.

It is 9:21pm on 9/21 when I start this blog. I have 21 emails waiting to be dealt with and here I am writing. I am writing because I have to. It's a day of awakening. A day of thought. A day of believing that anything is possible. It's also a day of celebrating my birth. I am getting to an age where... Sign in to see full entry.