Sunrise to Sunset

So today's lesson has to do with listening. I didn't write last night and for that I apologize. I was simply too tired and again I'm trying to take time out to rest when I need it. My eyes shutting on me when I try to keep them open seems to be an important sign that I need rest. So I woke up this... Sign in to see full entry.

Oh this is the start of something good. Don't you agree? I haven't felt like this in so many moons. You know what I mean? And we can build through this destruction. As we are standing on our feet. It's Gavin again and me too. I told you this album and these lyrics seem to work. People tell me all... Sign in to see full entry.

So there I am. Frustrated by anything and everything in my life. I was truly at a low point where I just couldn't take it and nothing made any sense at all. I finished writing and I went to bed. I curled up into a little ball and I called my "twin". She's been in my life for quite some time - I'm... Sign in to see full entry.

A lot went down 2 days ago as I struggled with things crashing down. I spent an entire day with my neck, upper back and shoulders in so much pain that I physically and mentally could not handle it. I felt like I needed something to hold my head. I felt like the pain would just suddenly cause my body... Sign in to see full entry.

I started this venture and planned to write every single day for the next 30 days. That was a noble plan for someone who has been struggling with so much. I was unfortunately in so much pain the last few days that I physically couldn't write yesterday. I just had to lay down with ice packs and rest.... Sign in to see full entry.

I just can't do it anymore. I can't take the pain. I can't take the suffering. I can't take on the emotions. I just can't do this. I don't think I deserve it all. I am not that bad of a person. I'm not perfect but I try so hard to do the right thing. I try so hard to make everyone happy and to take... Sign in to see full entry.

I hope you're not afraid of heights. One of the unique reasons that I love to listen to music is that every once in a while something just strikes you when you least expect it. You can be sitting there minding your own business and then your ears perk up and you hear exactly what you needed to hear.... Sign in to see full entry.

It was orange and thick. It reminded me of a huge milkshake but it was in a beaker. It was there the whole night. I would try to go about my usual business but every time I turned around it would be there. It was taunting me. I knew I should take it. I was told it was a new medicine. I was told it... Sign in to see full entry.

Bobby presented a question to me to ponder over the last 24 hours. It was a question that sounded strange but when he explained it a bit more to me it made perfect sense. He asked me to think about whether or not I really wanted to get over this illness. When asked that question I would assume... Sign in to see full entry.

It is in the midst of turmoil that we find out what we are made of. It is when we truly feel that we cannot go on the way we have been that we are forced to make a decision on what must change. Things happen in very mysterious ways or sometimes it's very obvious ways that we just aren't at all used... Sign in to see full entry.