https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/CrazyLife/Welcome to this Crazy Life.hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/CrazyLife/552621It will be okay when its real. Thats what he said to me the other day and I believe him completely. You see, I fell in love with him long before I realized he had a girlfriend. He kept playing along like he was single until he knew he had to tell me the truth. It was hard on both of us because I...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/CrazyLife/549157but somehow I forgot that along the way last night. I went out to a concert with some friends. I think in the back of my mind I knew the other friends of ours would be there. It's interesting though, because I use the term friends loosely. You see, it all started a few years ago when I met this...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/CrazyLife/548642Sometimes that what it takes to make the bad mood go away. I started out in a really good mood today. It was the last of my early morning 7am shifts. I would be able to sleep in tomorrow. I was tired but had a good list of stuff to get accomplished. All was going to be well. I went to work and...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/CrazyLife/548230Choose your own adventure... I finally figured out how to put something in words yesterday. Thats sort of how my mind works. I can think about something for months and then suddenly I know how to explain it in a way that makes sense. Thats when I usually end up blogging about it so I can document...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/CrazyLife/547898The road to weight loss is a funny one...okay so I don't usually laugh at it but its still funny. I previously mentioned my thyroid and its lack of desire to work thanks to radioactive therapy. Well that in turn, affects my weight. You see, I am from hearty stock thanks to my father and...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/CrazyLife/547395I have this medication that I'm supposed to take every single morning. I have been prescribed this medication for the past 5 or so years. It's basically a medication to regulate my thyroid levels that have been messed up ever since I had radioactive therapy. I had the therapy to correct a messed...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/CrazyLife/547041I have been torn about some thoughts in my head lately. I don't think they are bad thoughts but they are unusual for me and they are pretty strong. You see, I am heterosexual and I like men. I always have liked men although I could occasionally comment if I thought a woman was beautiful. I have...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/CrazyLife/546866It has been years since I have been here. I remember it fondly but honestly I forgot that I was still a member. I am bad at being strict on my finances so I decided to make some changes today. I actually looked at my bank statement. There in the black and white was a charge for blogit. Oh, I...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/CrazyLife/183257I got my feather last week. I haven't been able to write about it because I'm not sure what to do with it. It is exactly the kind of feather I imagined. I got it from Steve. You see, the problem here is that I fell in love with Steve. I am in love with Steve. He told me a few weeks ago that he...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/CrazyLife/181087It is 9:21pm on 9/21 when I start this blog. I have 21 emails waiting to be dealt with and here I am writing. I am writing because I have to. It's a day of awakening. A day of thought. A day of believing that anything is possible. It's also a day of celebrating my birth. I am getting to an age...