Sunrise to Sunset

I was struck the other day with how the universe mirrors back things to us. The moment we decide that we are not good enough for something or someone we know it will happen. It's all in how we believe. We are so messed up in thinking that bad things will happen. That everyone thinks the same way.... Sign in to see full entry.

I stayed in bed today. Well not all day but most of it. I got up early and I checked my email. Then I went back to bed to read. I heard a strange noise while I was reading. It sounded like something was just outside my window. I noticed something. Well it was hard to miss really. It was the Goodyear... Sign in to see full entry.

Okay so I know my Suzun is rolling her eyes at the title of this blog. I can't help it though. It was the first word that popped into my head to describe what has been going on. Have you ever had one of those days when you feel as though you are stuck at a moment in time. You are right between being... Sign in to see full entry.

It is the day after. I slept soundly and awoke remembering the pains of yesterday but then I remembered the advice as well. The advice was simple. To visualize. Anything is possible if we hold onto the visual of it happening. If we want to hug someone that we love - we can. We just need to know and... Sign in to see full entry.

I haven't written in a few days. No real reason other than I have been tired and just haven't been inspired to write. In fact tonight I'm not really in the mood to write either but I felt that I probably should at least write something. Helpless - that would be how I'm feeling today. I wish there... Sign in to see full entry.

I am learning more and more about the importance of taking care of myself. Something I always thought that I did. Sure I wasn't perfect at it but nobody is. What I am figuring out though is that there is so many ways in which we need to take care of ourself. They all seem to fit together like a... Sign in to see full entry.

Physically today has been very hard. As we speak my body is yelling at me in pain. Emotionally today has been very strong. I have not shed any tears but I know that I came close. Spiritually today was incredible as so many things were revealed. I did not intend to write today - at least not for the... Sign in to see full entry.

I admit that I should have written yesterday but I got distracted very easily. I found a lot of other things to do rather than write. I'm not going to feel bad about it though as I enjoyed those other things. I talked with friends and I baked a complicated cake for someone else. I took a long bubble... Sign in to see full entry.

I am again sorry for the delay in writing. I have been exhausted and also frustrated by what my body is doing. I find that it is harder and harder for my hands to do what I want them to. The computer is okay but writing and holding a pen is insane. I feel like I am learning to write again and must... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm sure people look at that as not making sense. It should be fear and uncertainty. I think though that fear and certainty can also go hand in hand. We are just as afraid of what we know is true. The eventual death of a relative, The impending arrival of a baby - it's things that we know will... Sign in to see full entry.