The Words Of Pain and Sadness of Pegesus

"> living this world of alzheimers is very cruel families pull back in denial friends in fear you wonder if it was something you said or did you just cant grasp why then you become angry living my world filled with pain and sorrow emotions reach all levels some days there are none isolation strikes... Sign in to see full entry.

"> winding down the road toward who knows what wondering if ill find what im looking for knowing the chances are more than slim ill give it a shot anyways nothing to lose i look both ways hoping to see what i look for but nothing looks even vaguely familiar i begin to feel that i have chosen a lost... Sign in to see full entry.

"> i am like the wind being blown across the land never touching anyone just caressing as i go wishing for close encounters that turn to love always being alone in a world full of twos wondering which direction i should go if any would it make a difference in my life anyways to be what ive never... Sign in to see full entry.

"> mulling over in my mind current events of my life i try to understand how my mind functions its controls to see it control my emotions reactions to words of others wait....i still dont know how to play the game words are just words to convey what we want to say but when the mind perceives it in a... Sign in to see full entry.

"> her memories cling to my mind never to leave my minds eye sees her everywhere i look everywhere i go to say i dont miss her would be a lie i do but you cant bring back she was my mother she gave me life i am because of her alzheimers may have taken her life but memories are mine at times i feel... Sign in to see full entry.

"> turning aside the tide making my come back real i inch my way out of my cocoon i have emerged my wings spread to dry intricate colors appear my rebirth has been accomplished i am new growth is a painful experience for the bi polar but growth must be accomplished to go on with life we can remain... Sign in to see full entry.

"> i search for my feelings for who i might be i dont know which way to turn who to help me every which way i turn i feel more lost helpless is there someplace to go to find who i am or was we all get lost at times theres always a way home sometime that way home just doesnt look right we stand... Sign in to see full entry.

"> life is so unpredictable never gives any answers it leaves you hanging to its purpose where to go your head spins with no answers yet there has to be are we puppets to this thing called life we go from one experience to another always learning how to deal with people how to deal with lifes events... Sign in to see full entry.

"> memories that haunt us fills our minds with agony ones that refuse to let go from anothers anger they warp our hearts fill our minds with anguish all because a trust was betrayed children are so vulnerable to betrayals of trust it last a lifetime never to let go never to release as they grow... Sign in to see full entry.

"> i am the sum of the total i am what you see accept me as i am i accept you as you are why must everyone expect more than i can give should i then expect more from them or less we set standards for people impossible to meet a nightmare has been created for people who are depressive i find i cannot... Sign in to see full entry.