The Words Of Pain and Sadness of Pegesus

tears slowly begin to fall my mind is in another place one filled with anguish and pain why am i here again i dont want to be here it hurts too much please go away hello my world i see your back again i have no control over these emotions they wont go away i used to be able to hide them look the... Sign in to see full entry.

where am i do you know i cant find myself ive looked everywhere and im becoming frightened please help me i cant function without myself ever do you know where shes at please tell me now i need myself back im in search of myself i woke up this morning i couldnt think i knew she was gone there was no... Sign in to see full entry.

growing up in the shadow of total destructions memories of past events never to change lies told beliefs in them all the altered lives people trying to rebuild lives shattered by wars pains of the past reflections of a lifetime always alone watching from the outside seeing their pain their fears... Sign in to see full entry.

speak to me softly of days gone by memories past remind me of loves soft caress gentle words spoken when hearts met halfway passions ruled the night did memories fade did i feel what wasnt really there when hearts were young and vital love blossomed as we aged the fire went out for you i couldnt... Sign in to see full entry.

life can hold many surprises for us if we open our minds to it of course those surprises may not always to of the good kind if you look at them as positive learning lessons you may survive lessons of life dont always come wrapped in pretty packages life isnt boring if you look at it from all angles... Sign in to see full entry.

the words fall upon deaf ears they do not want to hear my words they are frightened to hear the truth so they fall upon deaf ears they are words that go nowhere the words fall upon blind eyes they do not want to see my words they are frightened to see the truth so they fall upon blind eyes they are... Sign in to see full entry.

i toss i turn the blankets go everywhere sweat runs down my face i sit up with a jerk oh dear God help me please help me through this nightmare i cant remember the dream the fear i feel tells me it was bad the terror i feel says it was a horror oh dear God help me please help me through this... Sign in to see full entry.

i become who i am through my experiences what happened yesterday develops into who i am today how i perceive events will be how i think who we are today was shaped by yesterdays mishaps this is what life is all about good or bad it is how mankind had grown through the eons it is also how we grow in... Sign in to see full entry.

as i look into the mirror i see this sad lonely woman do i know you i ask all she does is stare back at me she looks vaguely familiar this sad lonely woman but she wont answer i feel sad for her somehow is this really me or am i an illusion if she would only talk to me maybe i could help her but her... Sign in to see full entry.

i made a discovery today one that surprised me to no end, it seems that other people have lives even though i may not seem to, that in itself startled me to wake up reassess who i am and who i want to be. no body sits by the computer all the time to await an email answer like i do, no one sits for 5... Sign in to see full entry.