The Words Of Pain and Sadness of Pegesus

"> weaving in and out through the recesses of my mind searching for who knows what finding nothing at all where do i go to next in search of the elusive me i know she resides there somewhere i just havent located me yet searching for the elusive me in all the recesses of my mind i have seen me at... Sign in to see full entry.

"> my words reach out to touch you to ease your mind to let you know i share your pain your fears your hopes you are not alone i also feel your ways i have shared the ways of alzheimers care my mother is gone i dont have to be here but i want to help you survive as well i will walk with you be a... Sign in to see full entry.

"> i hunger for endeaing words softly spoken in my ears hands gently caressing my body love spoken with every touch eyes that look at me tell me how important i am to them where is the magic they call love hiding i watch from the distance wondering if he is still out there did i wait too long by... Sign in to see full entry.

"> tracing my finger over the outline of his heart i feel the beat in steady cascade it sets my heart beating at a faster pace i am mesmerized by the feel of its pulse resting my head upon his chest listening to the beat the steady cascade of a heart in love mingling with the beat of my own heart i... Sign in to see full entry.

"> A love that never could be A heart that will never forget A dream shattered by a lie A life alone no other way A love that will never be A love i walk a way from Sign in to see full entry.

"> who am i to decide for you who am i to live your life who am i to tell you when or where who am i...i am you...i guide you steer you all your life i am your conscience.........until i live deep inside you they call me id i do exist i tried to warn you something was wrong hear me i tried to leave... Sign in to see full entry.

"> i spend so much time looking out window i see people walk by all day long i wonder with hands on cheeks i think do they know me i dream about all my friends - all gone i look up at the sky wistfully do they miss me they use to say i was their best friend they use to say how much fun i was i can... Sign in to see full entry.

"> weaving the web of lies to enhance his existence he feels the need for excitement an extension of his life the pain and grief caused to others minor in his schemes the web he weaves when the mind lives in chaos you try to love him he needs and craves your acceptance then the mind takes over and... Sign in to see full entry.

"> i stand here looking at myself in the mirror there are some days i look and i see myself as i used to be someone who knew things someone different than who i am today someone through my looking glass i dwell on the thought of myself as i was thinking what would have been could have been and i cry... Sign in to see full entry.

" it is one am as i sit musing this delemma what approach do i use with her now how do i know when to apply it or let it pass for her mind now fails to reason she only reacts she is my mother i cant abandon her she responds to my gentleness and laughter a raised voice puts her on the defensive when... Sign in to see full entry.