Surviving Pedophilia and Other Sexual Abuse

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Tuesday, April 12, 2011

The Foster Family

The family that took the rest of my kids in for about six months was a policeman, his wife, and their two kids. One girl, one boy, both of which were older than any of mine. Made sense to me that my children would be well taken care of while I made arrangements to get my GED and go to business... Sign in to see full entry.

I DIDN'T SEE THIS ONE COMING

I DID let my kids and their Dad know what ws going to come down and soon! I really don't play dirty (never have) although I'm sure I'd have been justified in doing so. My oldest son and second to the oldest son wanted to stay with their Dad and they were mad at me for a long time. You just have to... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, April 11, 2011

FOSTER CARE

After my mom nursed me back to health I HAD to make a decision to get my kids' out and away from their Dad. I'm hoping you guys understand and that you may have done the same? When backed into a corner you MUST react and I "think" I made the BEST choice for my children but it didn't come w/o... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

It Just Occured to me...

as I'm writing this that there may be people reading my blog that want to talk about what they're going through or have gone through but don't want to do it in a public way. I'm not sure I could have done this while I was going through the experience myself. There is some ODD reason why we feel... Sign in to see full entry.

STICK A FORK IN ME I'M DONE...

That was the END of husband # 1 and I could NOT even be around him w/o evil spewing gunk coming out of my mouth and I was SICK and BITTER inside for the next 10 yrs. Not so much for me but what I felt my kids were robbed of. All the lies, cheating, neglect, abuse, selfishness & whatever else. He is... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, April 8, 2011

DID YOU KNOW

that in 1979 there was NO law against raping your wife? I'm not sure there is now but I certainly HOPE SO!!!! Sign in to see full entry.

SNAPPED

When I came home from the hospital I was quiet about my "plotting" to escape but I'm sure there was a change in me that not even his drunken drug filled stupors could ignore. I KNEW I was going to "get out for good" but I still wasn't sure "how"........... Less than six weeks of being home from the... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

LEFT OUT

I left out one very important factor that I need to address. Before the surgery I had come home from work one day to find my kids' Dad in the rocking chair with my baby on his lap and the other kids surrounding him SMOKING A JOINT!!! I absolutely LOST IT and we had the BIGGEST FIGHT we'd ever... Sign in to see full entry.

TIME TO THINK

While laying in the hospital after the operation I had lots of time to think and ponder about my life. I KNEW I wanted OUT of my marriage and wanted a better life for me and my children but HOW? I had to support them so going back to school just wasn't in the cards at this point. I don't think I've... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

NUMBER SIX IS ON THE WAY

I've yet to figure out WHY my kids' Dad and I were so explosive and procreation just seemed to happen with us no matter how many tricks we would try to play against mother nature. I had another boy who is my baby to this day! I decided after this one that I'd rather take my chances with the pill... Sign in to see full entry.

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