Out of Toxic Feelings, step by step

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Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Nostalgia before a new begining... Love or Fear?

A year ago, I broke up with my first boyfriend after divorce... On and Off that relationship is coming to an end... But, there was nobody else. Just the decision that it did not work and that we needed to break up. I did, but I knew it was my choice, I had the feeling that he was still around, and... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, June 20, 2008

When your feelings are toxic

I've recently realized how bad can you make yourself feel. Once I heard someone saying that even the happiest and richest and most successful person in the world can cry for what is missing... Because everybody, no matter what, is missing something. BUT! If you decide to live a healthy and peaceful... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, September 8, 2007

3 months later...2 years after!

3 months from breakup... About to be 2 years from separation, already divorced. But, just now I am starting to feel free, free to live again, to choose, to enjoy life. It takes a long way to free yourself from the sadness of loosing your partner, to regain enough love for yourself to face life,... Sign in to see full entry.

3 months later...2 years after!

3 months from breakup... About to be 2 years from separation, already divorced. But, just now I am starting to feel free, free to live again, to choose, to enjoy life. It takes a long way to free yourself from the sadness of loosing your partner, to regain enough love for yourself to face life,... Sign in to see full entry.

3 months later...2 years after!

3 months from breakup... About to be 2 years from separation, already divorced. But, just now I am starting to feel free, free to live again, to choose, to enjoy life. It takes a long way to free yourself from the sadness of loosing your partner, to regain enough love for yourself to face life,... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, June 29, 2007

Broke up with a boyfriend ...

My story has been told partially, but to do a little warm up, I had started dating an Italian man, very similar to my dad, also Italian and I felt happy, understood, loved... All was like a dream, finally someone who called, kissed, hugged, and all you can ask for... BUT, he could not stand other... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, June 4, 2007

Life is not easy and one thing comes right after another... HPV Positive :(

My dear readers, I have been absent for so many days because I went to the doctor on a regular check up and I found out I have the HPV (Human Papiloma Virus) I am still recovering from the biopsy and got results, several damages in my uterus neck, fortunately NIC I, but still, I feel really sad and... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Confrontation... Was is the right thing to do?

I did confront him. At 2 AM, after I had finished my hacking work, survived an apnea crisis and cried silently close to my cat, our cat, I decided to go to bed... I tried, lied down, but I could not even close my eyes right next to him, I felt an urgent and innevitable need to tell him, ask why,... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, May 7, 2007

Who to believe? What to think?

He had been honest, sincere, all too sincere sometimes... And the least I was expecting was for him to cheat on me... The fact was that he was flirting, not cheating yet... Then, probably you read and think "Oh, poor thing! She os the only one that may even think he was JUST this or JUST that" But,... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, May 4, 2007

The day my life fell apart...

One day, a regular day at work, I felt sleepy and decided to go for tea and some snacks… I asked my very good friend sitting right next to my place to join, but he was too busy, so I leave by myself and decided to go to the nearest by cafeteria, a few blocks down the road. Beautiful afternoon, sunny... Sign in to see full entry.

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