Sunday, May 21, 2006
"Perfection" part 8
"Perfection" part 8 ___________________________________________________________________ So what happened to Cee and her Mike after the cottage? Did it continue or did it end? ____________________________________________________________________ My friends, the fairy tale did continue from that first honeymoon day at the cottage, where we made love from dusk till dawn and beyond both time continuums. We bonded as the Kindred Spirits we were. We were meant to be together, but by some cruel stroke...
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Friday, May 19, 2006
"Perfection" part 7 (revised)
to Mike from: the blocked out witch no one a persona non gratis the forever forgotten the dark distraction the one who waits Well, you'll never even read this one, Mike, since I'm 'el blocko' from your life, so what the hell. "The devil made me do this"; made me break the 'no contact clause' of yours. Although, if you don't get this, does it count? Yeah? Sorry, Mike. I have to write my truth as I'm living it today, even though this address is most likely blocked -- knowing you'll never know --...
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
"No Man or Woman is Worth Your Tears"
"No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry." This really grabbed my attention because of the funk I have found myself in again, getting all teary-eyed over Mike in spite of myself and asking myself, "Why?" I haven’t written about “him,” or Mike, for several days. I need to finish the story of our first romantic tryst, "Perfection," but my computer crashed as I had just finished writing and editing the last episode and I haven't had the time to rewrite it. My...
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
"Perfection" Pt6b continues...
... as long as you promise not to blush. Read more of Perfection in "Cee This" (MA)
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Friday, May 12, 2006
"Perfection" Pt6a
"Perfection" Part 6a After we finished our shower, and dressed for dinner, we decided to get Babs over to turn the air conditioning on and see what she recommended in the way of a romantic, cozy restaurant, nearby. We still giggled when fantasizing about looking at each other over a wine glass, in the candlelight, when we thought meeting in Boston, April 28th, would have been the romantic end all to seeing each other again. Indeed, the relationship had taken a much deeper and more serious turn,...
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
“Perfection”
“Perfection” Part 4 We sat on one of the antique love seats in the upstairs loft, which overlooked the first floor kitchen. I had two special gifts to present him. I told him the first gift was a simple meal in case we got hungry and didn’t want to go anywhere. I brought some bread and a can of tuna for “samiches” to be complemented with a can of tomato soup. (Read what this refers to:) http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cee/338111 (it also works to cut and paste it:) He just laughed about...
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
"Perfection" Pt. 3
"Perfection" Part 3 Instead of just ripping each other's clothes off, we took time to explore our new abode. The first floor was a huge kitchen. The whole place was over decorated, not a space existed without some knick-knack, but it just added to the quirkiness. It was over the top quaint. We LOVED it. It was perfect. First Floor -- Kitchen website picture He was being mysterious. We were on the second floor and he had carried our bags up to the bedroom. I made my way up the stairs slowly,...
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"Perfection" Pt. 2
“Perfection” Part 2 The day came of my “Doctor’s appointment.” It was May 22, 2005. I had spent the night with my friend, Julie. My family at home just figured I’d spend the night there again and come home the following day. OR they thought I was staying with Stephanie. Since they could reach me on my cell phone, they probably wouldn’t call the residence itself. I had the latest of cute outfits on that my daughter had helped pick out. I had just finished up radiation for breast cancer, so it was...
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Tuesday, May 9, 2006
"Perfection" Pt. 1
“Perfection” Part 1 This seemed like the perfect way to start a romantic affair. We had sent each other photos spanning the 29 years we’d been apart, and I had recently sent him a DVD in which I did a slow strip tease, rolled around on the bed in my sheets, revealing just enough to tantalize, while Sting sang, "Forget about the future, baby, and let's get on with the past." That was all we'd planned on doing, getting on with our past. It was to be just once, to see each other again after all...
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Monday, May 8, 2006
The Coulda, Shoulda, Wouldas
I have not wasted much time worrying about the past because what happened back then, happened. There is no changing the past. But why did Mike and I “miss” each other back in May of 1976, when we were brought back together for one last chance? I look at this now as no coincidence. God did give us a chance; he also gave us free will. We had a choice, but it didn’t work out -- at all. Our paths had crossed again, and that was an important crossroads. Neither of us would realize it at the time. It...
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