Tear me open, rip me apart

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Friday, August 3, 2007

THE CHILD THEREIN...WOULD YOU LIKE A PEEK?

16/09/99 15 YEARS Dearest Love, So why am I alone? Did you not promise me comfort and companionship? I’ve served with every ounce of lust I have. I followed you as a puppy would his child friend. You took advantage of my vulnerability and foolish idolism… I reach out to the world; stretching,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

THE TIME BETWEEN THESE WALLS

Spring has crept in early this year. I’m extremely glad to see those below 0 temperatures go!… I lived in this house from the time I was 9 to about 13 years of age. Those years also happen to be the years that I suffered at the merciless hands of my illness. They were some of the hardest moments of... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

YOU CAN'T GIVE A TITLE TO SUCH A HORRID ACT

I can’t help but feel completely helpless tonight. I want to wrap my cousin Jade up, make this rotten nightmare recede into the fiery pits of hell where it belongs. Turns out he does care, a lot. Poor bugger. He’s already an alcoholic and he’s only 20/21. Just something else to jar the life from... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

BACK HOME...

Back home and more than glad to be so. That was the worst trip away I've had yet. My best friend was unable to make it, so I couldn't go out. I had to spend the whole time with my ex, which incidently wasn't too bad. He actually played Mr Nice guy for the first time in his life. I ended up in a huge... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, July 27, 2007

I'm away...

Away for a few days, but managed to track down an internet cafe. Hmmm, starting to think that a certaain someone is a blogit addict..lol. So far so good. HAve shopped up a storm (after i forgot my credit card and left it 6 hours away at home). Am going out tonight. Plan to make the most of it and... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

LAST NIGHT

I had a little freak out last night…I was a red-hot mixture of burning anger and absolute despair. It is hard for me many days to look at some aspects of my adolescence. I find that more moments than not nowadays those imprints incite a flaming fury, I find myself wanting to rip apart those albums,... Sign in to see full entry.

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SLIPPING

Slit my throat, let the wind lick my wounds Cut open my belly and sink your teeth into this ache; Oh cruel life why must you taunt me so? Why must you allow me to bleed with the heart of a fool? Kick in my skull remove the damn cancer! I’m not a worthless whore don’t condemn me to these grounds I’m... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

THIS ONE IS UNTITLED

I FOUND THIS POEM IN MY YEAR 12 ART BOOK. SO IT WAS WRITTEN WHEN I WAS 17? I THINK... Did the pain of laughter ever count? "Smile dear child, smile" they squealed, And deep within the gurging bullet formed Sprouting leaves Sprouting colour Sprouting size And sprouting minds. And did you cry oh... Sign in to see full entry.

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What the hell is everyone on about?

Ummm could someone please tell me what the fuck is going on? I'm being accused of resurrection? Huh? I honestly have no idea what is going on. I just want to come on here and put my poetry and thoughts into a blog and have people give me constructive criticism. Is that too much to ask? I don't even... Sign in to see full entry.

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INSIDE IS TRUE

Sympathy is a dying zest. I do not want your loving eyes to fall upon my soul, To glance across my torn skin And suck in the bleeding mess. I have no covet to be here, Sitting in the dust of time Glancing at the dying sky And praying infinitely that the rain will wash away my sins. Four blissful... Sign in to see full entry.

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This is my journal. My inner thoughts, my poetry and from time to time some pictures. I have nothing to hide...these writings will be raw to your eyes; sometimes dark, sometimes filled with passion and sunshine..."THE PAST IS JUST THAT, AND WE AREN'T PROMISED A TOMORROW. ALL WE HAVE IS TODAY." ANON

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