Adventures in Psychosis

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

I think I might need to check myself into a mental hospital

It’s a question that’s weighing heavily on my mind right now. I have what are perhaps moments of sanity, in which I fear for what I might do. Dozens of times each day I have to stop and shake my head a few times to try and stop images and thoughts from racing through my head. It’s getting to the... Sign in to see full entry.

The Red Lake School Shooter Made Violent Cartoons

So, did you all hear about the animation that the kid who shot up Red Lake High School made last year? The one in which the main character shoots a bunch of people with an assault rifle, blows up a police car with a grenade, and eventually shoots himself in? Ohhhh boy here comes the crap. News sites... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Revenge Tastes So Good

I got my revenge on my roommate that left us high and dry today. You see, I used to date her, the relationship only lasted a year, and we were able to end on very good terms. We remained friends, and when my other roommate and I needed someone else to move in, she was a good choice. Then she screwed... Sign in to see full entry.

Modesty is a Virtue

If there’s one thing I cannot stand in a person it’s a lack of modesty. I don’t really care if you have a high opinion of yourself, hell I do, just don’t tell me about it. What’s so bad about immodesty? It’s rude, it’s annoying, and it’s usually incorrect. My roommate is such a person. Here’s what... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Turns out I'm not a Sociopath. I'm a Psychopath

So ladies and gentlemen, I have been given an official title. Ready? Here it comes... Charismatic Psychopath. Woo doggie, that’s a big one. I am not violent in any way, and the psychiatrist does not believe I ever will become violent (largely due to my mother teaching me when I was very young that... Sign in to see full entry.

What Does Evil Look Like?

I was having a talk with a friend last night and we were talking about good and evil. Now, I don't really think there is such a thing as "evil", but for the purpose of this post, let's say that there is. We were talking about it and he mentioned Marilyn Manson, and how evil he is. So I started with... Sign in to see full entry.

Movies? Music? Games? What About Insanity?

So I’m sure we’ve all read or heard about the school shooting at the Red Lake Reservation. Some say 9 dead, some say 10 dead, 13-14 wounded. Now I personally believe that the kids who do this kind of thing have something not quite right in their heads. Look, an uncountable amount of high school kids... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, March 21, 2005

Imagine if I had been orphaned

I have often thought about how much better life would be for me if I had been orphaned at a young age. Sound like a strange fantasy? Let me explain. My mother and step father are the two people in this world I actually do anything for. When they are disappointed in me, I feel like two tons of crap... Sign in to see full entry.

Send me off to the nut house

Ever get that feeling that soon your entire world is going to come crashing down around you? For a long while now I’ve carefully balanced my life; I’ve made sure only to take my “strange” desires to a certain point. I’ve kept what it is that I really love hidden away from the people I care about,... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Finding my way into a dark hole

I think it’s happening again. I’m sinking back down into the dark thoughts I sometimes find myself surrounded by. I’m becoming apathetic again. I’m becoming more reckless and bold in my attempts to feel others’ pain. I’m actually instigating. Maybe I’m becoming greedy. I want to be surrounded by... Sign in to see full entry.

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