Accidentally on Purpose

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Friday, December 25, 2009

The First Present Ever

written by Tippy Felzenstein revised by Ryan Morrow and than revised again by Tippy (I thought I would break from my accidental story and bring forth something more relevant for christmas. We were talking on blogit about the present element of christmas and I was asked to tell about the first present I ever got, so here it is) My Christmas present to my blogit Family. Jerusalem is nestled in a tumulus axis of bloodshed and redemption, it is also proud to put forth the birth of the Christian... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

The Route to a Healing Heart

The route to a healing heart begins with the strong desire to be healthy, to be good, and to be whole. The strong desire to just be good opens so many doors that will display simply how it is done. It is a magical journey. The key that will allow you to embark in the quest, the secret that begins the journey is a PURE desire without any ulterior motive or doubts. I was now traveling to work daily without incidents or accident. The road back to an independent life was long and rough, and when I... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

It's Raining; Accidents

Incidents and accidents kept attacking on a regular basis. Nothing serious, but fender benders and car destroying type of accidents where I freaked every time, and wondered why is this happening to me? Fear of driving, or driving with fear, shaking on the freeway and sweating in the traffic. Accidents on my way to work, either someone hit me, I hit someone, or I almost hit someone. Never did a week go by without some sort of incident, and life has turned into a fiasco of freaky little accident.... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Post Traumatic Stress

Ignorant of our surroundings, automatically going through the motions, unaware of the fact that we are not alone, unaware of the fact that we are connected, we want to explode on the inside, and need to be calm on the outside. As my best friend once described what I feel today (when I didn’t have a clue what she was talking about) “I want to jump out of my skin” Each one of us is a universe in itself we stand alone as a powerhouse of thoughts deeds feelings and emotions blended into the... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

The Horse Was Shaking

or was it I? The day came and it was again my kids that got me to move forward, and behind the wheel of the jeep. A huge force those kids are in my life. Buckled in with both of them I got behind the wheel for a short ride to a school function. Dahllia was excited, but I couldn’t get a smile out of Megan as usual. She just stopped smiling. My heart began beating faster and faster as I turned on the engine and backed out of the driveway. I tried hard not to show my fear for the kids to feel... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Back on the Horse

If you don’t know what I am talking about, check out the first post of my planned accident. Feel free to go to the beginning or ask me to re post it and, I will be happy to do so: Getting Back On the Horse That horse; a white Jeep with a brown panel delivered and ready, standing silently in the driveway waiting to be of service. I quickly glanced at it every time I went in and out of the house, but the keys were safely locked away in the dresser where I couldn’t see it or think about it. It was... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Mind Over Matter by Anthony Robbins

This is a true story, it sounds strange now that I put it in writing, but they say that truth is stranger than fiction, and I guess they are right. Since I mentioned Anthony Robbins whose words came down to my conscious level in a most unlikely moment, I will describe my first experience with Anthony Robbins which took place when Anthony Robbins was very young and I was just beginning my first semester of College. I had just arrived back to New York after a wonderful stay in the west coast where... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Feel The Fear and Do It Anyway

Out of Anthony Robbins mouth those words came streaming out years ago, which now felt like a lifetime ago. Why those words became a powerful motivation at this moment of extreme fear is a mystery of the mind that I can not solve. But the words grew and became part of me one step at a time. Feel the fear and do it anyway I mumbled as I took the first step Feel the fear and do it anyway I screamed in silence as I took the second step Feel the fear and do it anyway I felt it fade away as the third... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

The Shedding of the Ninja

I slowly sat up, cautiously without the cast, and without doctor’s approval. I felt naked and vulnerable; I thought my bones would just start tumbling down. Needless to say I was terrified, but followed the lead of something I heard years ago “Feel the fear and do it anyway” Slowly I lay back down and watched to see if some bones were out of whack. My heart was beating too fast for survival, but other than that the pain did not exceed the usual low continuous throb of broken bones that I have... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

The Ninja Turtle goes to town

Slowly I crawled out of bed and down the hall. When that became comfortable enough I ventured out the door front and actually felt the breeze slowly caress my face, and I took a deep breath for it was the first glimpse of freedom. The brighter than blue California sky seemed to fill me with an ecstatic joy that only existed in fantasy land, and the universe smiled at my Ninja cast as the first rays of sunshine visited upon it. When the sun set and rose again quiet a few times, I ventured out of... Sign in to see full entry.

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