Blog Formerly Known As A Perspective From Paradise

So very tired. Working all the time, 11 hours a day. Got down to 4 days a week on delivery and they asked me to start serving as a waiter in the restaurant. Can't say no, the money is twice as good serving, but it means no rest for lazy old me. Less time in the day to do the things I love, and afraid my blogs are suffering. Thought there wouldn't be any problem in keeping up with 3 of them, now, as I stated yesterday, I'm so tired I feel like I don't have anything interesting to say. Rather, I... Sign in to see full entry.

Ever get the feeling like you're all talked out? It seems like I'm going through one of those phases. Just don't feel like I have anything that interesting to say. I want to write interesting, gripping, riveting things, but my life is pretty ordinary. Sure, I do a lot of different little things in my life, as I'm sure we all do, but even those I have been slacking off on recently. I know that a relationship does tend to take away from the rest of your life energy, and that the whole purpose of... Sign in to see full entry.

I don't know if anyone remembers in my early blogs, but I talked about playing my guitar on the street. I went out and played for a few hours every night for about 3 months. Then I got intimidated. It seemed that no one liked my crappy folk songs. I thought, I need to learn something else. I started learning Bob Dylan, and I know a few quite well, while the other 60 or so still need a lot of work, which of course requires a lot of time. Anyway, I like my 'crappy old folk songs'. I like playing... Sign in to see full entry.

Decided to try out a digital voice recorder that my Aunt sent me a few birthday's ago. Figured out how to make it into a wav file, then a video, put it on YouTube, and let's see if it works. Might be a good way for me to hear myself and get some feedback on where I need work. Had the recorder a little too close so sound isn't great and I paused a couple times, but it'll do. It's Hush Little Baby, just a good sample, easy song. The dog is Stanley and he lives with my father - piggens - and he... Sign in to see full entry.

This has turned into a frigging online diary. I swore it wouldn't be that way. Yet, how do you not write about what's going on in your life? Guess I'm just embarassed because my girlfriend's moving back in. Not that I said anything that bad, or anything that was untrue. Perhaps the way I handled it has something to do with her coming back. Sometimes space is a good thing, the knowledge that you're not trapped in something. That you can leave anytime, that you remain by choice, because it's what... Sign in to see full entry.