Miaella's Little Black Book.

* Having to buy maternity clothes because nothing fits you and feeling fat no matter what. * Knowing you won't be asked out on a date again for a very long time. * You can't find roommates because no one wants to live with a hormonal pregnant woman. * Nobody will hire you. * You're forced to work... Sign in to see full entry.

So my boss at work wanted me to pick up more hours. I told her I couldn't due to the conflict of hours at my other job and school. She said she would post an ad to find someone else within the next couple of weeks to fill my position. I've been working two jobs because I need the money. I was... Sign in to see full entry.

I finally finished editing my novel. A feat for me considering I work two jobs and go to school full time. So I packaged it up and sent it off to the copyright office in DC. Yay! I also sent a few chapters to the publishers. I'm not expecting a miracle here, but I am hopeful. I also know it's not... Sign in to see full entry.

Although the doctor hinted at what she thought it might be. I don't want to start painting the baby's room until I know for sure. I have so many ideas for the baby's room...I don't want to get carried away though...lol...the baby will be far too young to enjoy the labors of my work. Like a picture... Sign in to see full entry.

So I had to go to the dermatologist to get a mole checked out. My mom pulled my pants down, parted my butt, and showed him my mole. Geez. I'm close to my mom but.... LOL! Sign in to see full entry.

I look haggard, drained, tired, worn out, abandoned, and neglected. Even my eyelids are droopy. I can't remember the last time I worked this hard or this much. One of my state exams is saturday. Keep your fingers crossed. I never imagined I'd be pregnant and working two jobs. I always wanted an... Sign in to see full entry.

My mom calls it the doormat syndrome. All day at work today I heard people say, "Miaella is so nice." "Miaella is just too nice." Nice. Nice. Nice. It makes me want to scream, "What is wrong with being nice? What is wrong about genuinely caring about other human beings." These are the same people... Sign in to see full entry.

Here's an example. So I'm at work and the principal of the school comes in and says, "Ozzy the mime is next door." I kinda laugh without meaning too and repeat, "Ozzy the mime is next door," in disbelief. Like I know who Ozzy the mime is and he's someone important. He looks at me, mildly dumfounded,... Sign in to see full entry.

What if it was written from birth? John Clavin's Institutes of the Christian Religion emphasized the doctrine of predestination. Predestination meaning God knew who would obtain Salvation before those people were born. Would that justify the train of thought that some are born evil? And why is it... Sign in to see full entry.

How am I supposed to work two jobs, go to school, and study for one of my state exams I have to take the middle of this month with a headache! Is there no mercy for me? Now I have to look for another job for some extra income so I can pay my mortgage, which means even less time on here. Krisles once... Sign in to see full entry.