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Saturday, April 29, 2006

Little Things

As Tom made his way home tonight to pick me up for game we discussed all the little things we normally do... How was work? I miss you... What do you want for dinner? Do think our friends have figured us out yet? I told him that my mom had asked me if I was going to get a pet. Of course I am not. Can... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, April 28, 2006

Looking Back

I have kept a journal since Micheal died... just a notebook that I wrote in everyday up until about a month ago. I don't really know why I stopped journaling. In the begining I was writing just to vent my anger, fear and pain at something. I was alone alot so it helped to a point. Later I journaled... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

If something is worth having...

When Tom and I began talking about marriage he asked me how I felt about getting married in a traditional Catholic wedding. I told him that was fine. I did not know alot about Catholicism but I figured that it could not be that much different than any other Christian based religion. Although he is... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

...And the thunder rolls...

We all have something that scares us. I live in the hurricane zone (South Carolina). Thunder terrifies me. It started a little while ago. And I know better. The thunder can't hurt me but the sound makes me shake and makes my stomach hurt. So I tried to concentrate on writing this post but the damned... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Cleaning House

I might be on this kick for awhile guys. I cleaned my house this morning. I mean really cleaned it. Top to bottom, backward and foreward and inside out. I swept, mopped, dusted... things I could not easily accomplish having to lean on a cane or sit in a wheelchair (I had to use the wheelchair near... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Healing is an Aphrodesiac

If you have read "I Can Walk!" then you probably have some idea of what this post is about. Tom and I do not lack for intimacy in our relationship. I am very lucky for that. I have girlfriends who can barely get grudging hugs and kisses from their boyfriends/husbands. I don't understand it but it's... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, April 21, 2006

The Meaning of being a Mama Part II

In the first part of this post I glossed over something that hurts so bad, that is such and ache in my soul that I nearly never discuss it. I do have a son, not mine biologically but I was his legal guardian. When he was born neither parent, both friends of mine or so I thought, wanted to keep Chris... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

In Praise of Our Idealized Self

We all have an idealized version of ourselves in our head. Its the us that we want to be, that we are all working to become. My idealized self is not a whole lot different from the Mike's Goddess that you guys know and have grown to love... except that she does not need a wheelchair and is about 40... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

The meaning of being a Mama

Most of you know that I do not have any biological children, though it has not been for lack of trying. And yet, I am "Mama" to nearly a dozen adults. I was sitting in the gynocologist's office the other day and a lady was sitting beside me making polite conversatiom and she asked me if I had any... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

"It doesn't matter who pumps up the tires...

As long as you get to ride the bike." This is what my mom always said about a man's roving eye. This weekend Tom burst my romantic bubble. I told him that I thought he was a gentleman because I have never seen him oogle another woman (except in his playboy magazine) and he said... "You have not been... Sign in to see full entry.

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