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Thursday, January 24, 2008

Deciding to let the clock run out

I guess I am vain, at least a little. I have been trying to staunch the march of time for a decade... babying my skin, fretting over my looks, dying my hair. All of it in the effort to stop the clock. I've been pretty busy living my life and trying to get through all the things that are happening to... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Considering My Breasts

A year ago I began this journey of finding out what was wrong with my health and fixing it. I am lucky to have a man who loves me so much, that even before we were married he was taking care of me. When we found out that I had endometrial cancer he told me he had waited too long to love me and that... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, January 21, 2008

Size means everything...

When Tom and I decided to push up the wedding date, I could have just worn any of the number of pretty dresses I own but I wanted an new dress. I mean, a girl does not get married everyday... although I have done it four times. So we went to Cathrines Stout Shop which is a nice way of saying we went... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Another Unearthed Gem

This is the second poem from the ones I found yesterday. As I reread it now I realize that my whole life has been filled with love even when I thought I was alone. The problem is that people don't always communicate when they love. Fear makes them silent. A thousand times I've heard the words I love... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

A moment to step back and remember

As I began putting away my journals and such I came across a few poems. My guess is that I wrote them when Tom and I were first dating. They were in a notebook filled with my D&D character sheets which means they were written during the lull in a game in February or March of '06. I thought I would... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Tom and I went to the flea market this past weekend. Now this is something I used to do all the time because I made jewelry and Micheal, my late husband, built computers, and we sold them. But nonetheless, we had not been out there in nearly two years and we decided to go out to shop and see old... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

I cannot grieve

My mother died of liver disease on November 1, 2007 and I cannot grieve. I managed a few tears at the funeral but they were not what they seemed. First, she suffered for five years, her body wracked with pain and her mind slowly degenerating...withering to nothing. I cannot grieve her passing. All I... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, January 14, 2008

Coming Back Home

When I renewed my subsciption today I had not realized how long I had been gone... more than a year. So much changes. This place has changed. The faces, the ideas, the personalities. But some things stay the same. My mind sighed as I began to write this blog. I have blogged other places over the... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, May 26, 2006

In memorium

John Castenello died last night. He lost his battle with cancer. I never got that second "date" but the kiss goodbye is sweet and a moment I will always remember. I think I am a little tired of losing people but I don't have a choice. Someday someone will shed tears for me as they share the news of... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Goodbye Again?

There are 24 hours in a day... that's it. And as much as I love sharing with you all, I do not have time to breathe most days, let alone blog. So at the end of the month I will again say goodbye for awhile. My business is finally getting back on its feet. My personal life is once again rich and full... Sign in to see full entry.

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