Six Generations of First Born Women

One year ago this month I went to Friedrichshof for the first time and nothing has been the same ever since. RG and I in bed last night. A difficult time. He's strange with me, distant, cold. I feel terrible. Things get worse. I can't sleep. My neck freezes up in a cramp. I wish I was somewhere... Sign in to see full entry.

Getting ready for work and I'm very late. RG is still sleeping. Phone rings, Robin is back in town, wants to see me ASAP, he says he has an "emergency". He needs to complete several pieces of sculpture that he started when we were in New Jersey and I was modeling for him. He has an exhibition coming... Sign in to see full entry.

RG and I go running at 3:30 am. It's not the first time we get home after a night of partying and the energy is still flowing, but if you are half drunk and need to clear your head, there's nothing like a run down empty city streets to make you feel like you own the world. I feel good. We spend most... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday's party at Barbara and Carol's was great! House all decorated for Halloween, in the extreme, good food, interesting costumes, wide range of ages. Not an intellectual, Cambridge type, touchy-feely crowd. I met some interesting people. Frank, my lawyer came, so did Edwin, Lotti, Dr Tom and... Sign in to see full entry.

Bill's son, David called me last night to wish me a happy birthday. A sensitive kid, we've had a mutually positive feeling about each other. He's really not a kid anymore at 23. He doesn't seem to resent me seeing his father. His mother left his dad for the minister who led her choir practice a few... Sign in to see full entry.