Saturday, September 4, 2021
I don't know where this roller-coaster is taking us, but for the first time in several days, Lisa squeezed my hand. I've been at this point before and then she lost ground, but this was a tight squeeze, and I firmly believe that it was a purposeful grip. I don't know what to do, but I am keeping... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, September 3, 2021
Just so you know, Lisa is at the Mayo clinic in Rochester, Minnesota in ICU after another surgery has removed a clot. I don't know what to think anymore. I've been on an emotional roller-coaster of monumental proportions, and I am in shock. I can't get there right now, but in my heart, I am there. Sign in to see full entry.
I am at the hospital, and there is still nothing that has changed. Lisa will be transfered to a different hospital shortly to undergo a more invasive surgery. I am hurting in my heart and my soul. I can not lose this girl, this woman, who brought back laughter to my life when I thought it would... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, September 1, 2021
I apologize for the mumbled post I made late last night. I was exhausted mentally and physically, and for reasons I'll keep to myself, my eyes were not seeing things clearly. So far this morning, there is no difference from yesterday. More as I know it. V Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, August 31, 2021
Not the best day, but I'm hoping that tomorrow is a new day. Yesterday, Lisa was on the edge of consciousness, but today she seemed to be a step back. The doctor said that this was a common event after this kind of surgery. To be honest, my heart hurts. I will be alright, but Lord knows it's gonna... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, August 30, 2021
I'm at the hospital right now. A lot of things can still go bad, but so far, a lot of things that could have gone bad, have not. Lisa is still lightly sedated because she wants to move around a bit more than the medical staff wants her to move. Excitable girl, I guess. That's a nod to Warren Zevon's... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, August 29, 2021
They have backed the sedation meds down considerably, allowing Lisa to be right on the edge of being fully conscious. She can't really speak much, but she did kiss me on the lips, embarrassing her one aunt. It wasn't that 'invasive,' but ya sure knew that she loved me! lol The doctor said that she... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, August 28, 2021
I have had Lisa's family up here for the weekend. They are staying at a local hotel and I have been coming home to be with the dogs. Today, I waited until her aunts left so I could sing Lisa one more song. My voice is terrible, but I wanted her to know that I was there. I gave her a kiss and headed... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday Afternoon Update
I was talking with Annicita when Lisa's aunts arrived. LOL. They must be getting used to being part of 'the family' as they didn't knock, they just walked in! Of course, they were greeted by my dogs. Normally, that wold have entailed a ton of barking, but they love these ladies. After I get myself... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, August 27, 2021
Despite my earlier good news, I am feeling a little weird. I am watching 'The Woman in the Window ' starring Amy Adams, which probably the only reason I am still watching. I like Adams, but the movie seems to be a version of Hitchcock's movie, 'Rear Window.' Maybe it gets better, but if I wasn't for... Sign in to see full entry.