Desert Dreamer's almost poetry

Pretend you don’t love me Pretend you don’t care Pretend you won't miss me when I am not there The scent of my perfume when you turn out the lights My smell on your pillow you will hold at night Lying awake unable to sleep The warmth of my body, memories run deep Mornings will be tougher still as you paste your face to the window sill Gazing away unable to eat trying to accept this painful defeat You will miss me when I am gone and you will find it hard to carry on Cups of coffee without my... Sign in to see full entry.

A new season is upon us once again brings with it a new smell and with it, who can tell, what marvelous things could be in front of you and me. With the weathers change rearrange and give everything around you a new look, you may decide you want to take up dancing or even write a book Make sure to check behind every nook and cranny you never know what could have been hidden by dear beloved granny, you may get a big surprise. Go through the closets, uh no, no, no!! Don't you dare keep that thing... Sign in to see full entry.

Blood teardrops running down my face gut wrenching pain sometimes I feel Im going insane The nights that I though would never end, trying to sleep but tears would not le me falling continually without retrieve Tossing and turning I’d finally succumb, back and forth from every window just to see if you were coming to say your sorry and missed me Falling to the kitchen floor with my head between my knees, weeping uncontrollably asking God to please, make you a man and bring you back to me but you... Sign in to see full entry.

Find me, I'm lonely and hungry for your love, I'm so close to you just waiting for you to see me. You’ve been in my dreams for so long and now I need you to manifest into something I can touch, feel and kiss, someone who can laugh with me, cry with me and when it is our time, curl up and die with me. Find me, search your heart and see me, can't you feel me, I'm breathing softly on your neck, smelling your sweet essence, grabbing on to your strong shoulders, my temperature rising in tune with the... Sign in to see full entry.

Sailing along on calm waters, drifting out to sea, white capped waves slowly folding out, wind blowing in my hair, white sails bowed out to the universe, strong, bold and unafraid as if to dare the world by it’s strength and beauty. Nature is the only place we can truly find ourselves, who are we, what does it all mean are questions that we ponder, riding on the deep blue sea falling into me, what do I want from this life, what have I gained, when I die and I’m long gone what will people say,... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm glad I loved you all those years ago, your still the best man I know, your gentle temperament, sweet loving heart, honesty and conviction set you apart. I love the way you smiled at me, believe me my love even after all these years I still see it so clearly. You showed me stability when I came from chaos, showed me love when I thought all was lost, showed me tenderness and never got cross, mad or angry, we never did fight except once I remember, you are a real man, its not easy these days... Sign in to see full entry.

I took great risk on loving you, you were not the kind I would normally choose, you have no goals and you abuse, its just alcohol you say and I promise I will stop just give me the way. I was drawn to you, magnetized you can say, so be a bit patient perhaps it will pay, he has many good points he's just gone astray. Lie after lie I kept telling myself he has learned his lesson, don't mess this up, this is the first time in years you have felt this way, oh how I wished I let you go away. When you... Sign in to see full entry.

Walking in a field of dreams of hope and optimism, walking between the realities of lies and what is reason. Do they know the penalties of their useless lust, do they think about the end when their bones turn into dust. What is the point of life when you have no limits, no boundaries and everything is acceptable, normal. Were we really just put on earth to do whatever we please, to wreak havoc, destroy lives, shoot, kill, maim and begrudge without thinking that on our accounts one day we will be... Sign in to see full entry.

Where have all the good time times gone, it seems like life is somehow wrong, people are in such a hurry, walking around with rage and furry. No more sitting around the porch talking about not much, but so much. Where are the bonds and the connections between neighbors, friends and family, they are so long gone, the distance is greater and love is less. Letters that were once written by loving hands and sometimes written over many days with little thought and more love, have been replaced by... Sign in to see full entry.

Fond memories of years gone by of hula hoops and lullabies, days that seemed to never end, dressing dolls and playing pretend. Playing hide and seek in abandoned lots, sneaking into movies hoping not to get caught. A sincere apology to the ‘nerds’ on the block, sorry my friends if it was you we did mock. When summer nights were spent patiently crouched on our knees to catch magnificent fireflies, sneak up on them, take them by surprise, put them into a mayonnaise jar, laughing and watching them... Sign in to see full entry.