Adventures in Psychosis

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Monday, November 29, 2004

Unidentified_Hacker on Violence

I wanted to take a post and talk about violence. Oh boy, hide the kids. I suppose I’ll start with the violence in my writing. Those of you who have read my fiction before know that I at least try to describe gruesome scenes with as much detail as possible. In the first story I posted there was one... Sign in to see full entry.

Affraid of People

Why am I so afraid of people? Believe me, I’m in the dark as much as you, and you just heard about it. It is very true though, and many people wouldn’t believe me if I told them. Let me first tell you what everyone I meet sees by giving an example. My ex girlfriend took me to a party where I did not... Sign in to see full entry.

Burning the Fear Brighter

I hate things that seem to ease fear, but really only push it back deeper into the flames and cause it to burn even brighter. My boss came in and I talked to him about my weekend and things like that, and he told me about his weekend. I didn’t bring up the issues I’m having or problems that are... Sign in to see full entry.

Reaching a Turning Point

I’m going to give writing another shot this morning. I want to be able to describe the way that I’m feeling and I’m thinking for you. How my mind I think is trying to make me lose my footing and slip. When I feel doubtful about something, like I am today about work, I can hear my doubts being said... Sign in to see full entry.

Frightened

Good morning everyone. It’s time to start another day and I’m not sure how I’m going to do today. I’m sitting here at my desk nervous, worried sick about what’s going to happen. I’m afraid so much is going to just come crashing down around me, so much that I can’t really make myself start working. I... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

ARG!

Where does the time go? It’s already Sunday night, and tomorrow I go back to work. I’m thinking of asking my boss for a day just to catch up on everything that I’ve been working on. It would help soooooo much oh my goodness. I’m already getting myself worried by thinking about tomorrow, ugh. Must... Sign in to see full entry.

Hearing the Story

Hooray for enough sleep! I actually managed to get about 8 hours last night, and that rocks beyond belief. This morning has been a nice one, too; There were a few occasions where I thought my roommate was asking me if I wanted to go somewhere when he wasn’t, but oh well, that’s not too bad. I spent... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, November 27, 2004

I Think I Was Wrong

So I think I might have just disproved most of my previous argument that was in my last post. I sat here thinking about what I posted after I posted it and realized something. I was thinking of how else one could show that knowledge is not intelligence, and I thought of this example: Knowledge is... Sign in to see full entry.

Day of Apathy

Today has been what I would call a “Day of Apathy”. By that I mean that I’ve wanted to do ABSOLUTELY nothing. That’s right, there were 50 million things I could have done, but not a single one of them sounded appealing in the least. It was only after I had sat in bed for about an hour that I... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, November 26, 2004

Psychotic Writing

Today has been quite an interesting day, to say the least. It started out pretty darn good. I got up at 6:30 and had a walk in downtown Campbell after getting some coffee. It was a mostly uneventful morning; no bad symptoms, no major stressors on my mind, just a nice relaxing morning. As the morning... Sign in to see full entry.

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