Adventures in Psychosis

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

It's not over, just on hold.

How far would you travel to find what you’re looking for? How much would you sacrifice to give meaning to your life? How badly do you need there to be something more? I’m not well. I’ve been unable to work for a couple of weeks now, and writing is not easy. I’m just posting here so anyone who is... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, September 3, 2005

Our Compassion is the Greatest Evil Against Those who will Live Tomorrow.

So, for a while now I’ve been kicking a certain idea around in my head. I’m not sure if I’ll post it here because it will probably end up being pretty darn long, and boring people to death is not my hobby. But here’s an interesting thought from it. Is compassion really a good thing? I mean, we help... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

My Fear

I can’t help but feel slightly scared that this hurricane will be end of doubt in the American mind that global warming causes natural disasters. Despite the fact it is still hotly contested by many members of the scientific community and despite the fact that there is NO concrete evidence to... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

The Hurricane Has Come and Gone. Nature Proves Again it is in Contol.

The system that we are a part of has done it again. It has reminded us that we’re only a part of the system, and it is far greater than we are. The loss of life is of course upsetting, but it should be remembered that it is only nature. No, it’s not that “those people chose to live in a place where... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, August 29, 2005

This one's for McGarnagle. No hostility, just answers =)

Wow! What a comment! I guess I’ll start at the beginning and work my way down. Don’t feel too bad about not knowing much about Schizophrenia, no one really does. It’s one of those things that we all try, and sometimes pretend to understand. Yes, I am just a 20 something kid who’s only been working... Sign in to see full entry.

My boss just blew my mind. What did I do to deserve this treatment?

Seriously, I wasn’t expecting this at all. I went in there to tell him that I’m not able to do my job anymore, and he just blew my mind. I told him everything, I explained why I couldn’t do it, what I was planning to do and all of my fears as well. I still can’t believe what happened next. He... Sign in to see full entry.

I am so nervous this morning. Soothing words are more than welcome.

Today is the big day. The day I’ve been dreading ever since I realized that I wasn’t able to do my job anymore. Today I talk to my boss about everything, and tell him that I just can’t do it anymore. I can’t keep doing this. For the longest time I’ve been trying so hard to tell myself just to hold... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Why I should be your Dungeon Master. The Paradox Spirit wants you

Let’s face it, I’m a nerd. I’ve come to terms with it, and so should you. One of the requirements for being a true, die-hard nerd is to play role playing games. I play several, most recently a game called “Spycraft”. However, it’s time to move on to bigger an better things. A game called “Mage: The... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, August 26, 2005

How am I going to survive without a steady job?

So, I called in sick today so that I could have some time to sit and really think about what I’m doing. I’m going to go in to work this weekend and document as much as I can about everything I’ve set up and created in my time there, then on Monday I’ll give my boss my two week notice. I could give... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

The Final Straw. I can't keep feeling worthless.

The final straw has been broken, and I’ve finally reached the end of my line. I can’t do this anymore. I know everyone hates their jobs in one way or another, but I refuse to keep a job that does nothing but make me feel as though I can’t do anything. It’s true, I can’t do some of my job functions... Sign in to see full entry.

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